Lesbian Female / 52
I am a 52 year old lesbian. I am a tax attorney by profession and I consider myself fairly dominant, all my affairs have been with more docile submissive women. In my head I pretend that I am fucking them. I shove against them pretending I am thrusting a penis in them. A long time ago I quit playing with toys. I want to have a penis, I have wanted a penis since I was nine or ten. My relationships don't work because in the end I am too masculine, if I had a penis I would be a man.
My desires are most definitely for younger women, especially women that do not suspect they are lesbians.
On a trip to Belgium I sat beside a man, he is also an attorney and we got along quite well. In Brussels we got together for a drink and dinner and things went quite well and our conversation continued well into the night. He walked me back to my hotel and offered to walk me to my room. After I opened the door to say good night he pushed his way in and he pushed his very real penis in me. I thought I was strong, I am very fit and like to maintain myself fit, but he was much stronger and he knew how to control me and I ended up with his penis in me.
I had two strong orgasms, one when he overpowered me and the other when he penetrated me. He ejaculated in me.
At his insistence I submitted and gave him oral sex and I felt a rush through my body, a desire to feel his penis again. In the morning I submitted to his desire for dog style sex. I was not able to achieve an orgasm, I must say that having him on top of me was a lot more erotic.
Prior to that I had never had intercourse. I had never dated a man, I had never kissed a man. I had only ever seduced girls and later women, and many women must have felt like me, overpowered and helpless.
My experience in Brussels has made my sexual encounters that much more vivid and real, I can imagine with great detail what it is like to have a penis and I work hard to give the most realistic experience to my lover for the evening. I use my fingers very aggressively. When I am done I have them give me oral sex, in the same position that they would if they were giving oral sex to a man.
My fascination with a penis continues to get more vivid, I think I am ready for another encounter like the one I had in Brussels.
My desires are most definitely for younger women, especially women that do not suspect they are lesbians.
On a trip to Belgium I sat beside a man, he is also an attorney and we got along quite well. In Brussels we got together for a drink and dinner and things went quite well and our conversation continued well into the night. He walked me back to my hotel and offered to walk me to my room. After I opened the door to say good night he pushed his way in and he pushed his very real penis in me. I thought I was strong, I am very fit and like to maintain myself fit, but he was much stronger and he knew how to control me and I ended up with his penis in me.
I had two strong orgasms, one when he overpowered me and the other when he penetrated me. He ejaculated in me.
At his insistence I submitted and gave him oral sex and I felt a rush through my body, a desire to feel his penis again. In the morning I submitted to his desire for dog style sex. I was not able to achieve an orgasm, I must say that having him on top of me was a lot more erotic.
Prior to that I had never had intercourse. I had never dated a man, I had never kissed a man. I had only ever seduced girls and later women, and many women must have felt like me, overpowered and helpless.
My experience in Brussels has made my sexual encounters that much more vivid and real, I can imagine with great detail what it is like to have a penis and I work hard to give the most realistic experience to my lover for the evening. I use my fingers very aggressively. When I am done I have them give me oral sex, in the same position that they would if they were giving oral sex to a man.
My fascination with a penis continues to get more vivid, I think I am ready for another encounter like the one I had in Brussels.
