So for the past few months I have been feeling overly girly. Where I would dress up in some girly clothes that are still somewhat for men tight pants that would hug my ass real nice panties that would fit my junk in it stockings and a baby T and use dildos as well as my girlfriend pegs me. It dose help that I have somewhat of a pear shape so I do have some pretty nice hips and a butt ... at least frome what my girlfriend says

My girlfriend feels somewhat odd about this and I can't say I don't blame her because I feel odd about it too I like it but I am a very shy guy to do these kinda things.

One day I was having a fit where I wanted to be pretty girly and gave myself a nice full body shave and got all dressed up to go out to a restaurant to eat with a few friends of mine that are also men but don't think of me any differently which I love about them as well as my girlfriend so after our food has came to the table one of the waiters asked me if I was dating my best friends that was sitting across from me I laughed a bit and shook my head so he smiled and asked if I was single I said "no" and he said "well you have a lucky man to have a beautiful woman like you" making me blush my girlfriend could only laugh and watch

My girlfriend got me a cock cage shortly after I have gotten kinda use to it while riding my dildos and my girlfriend pegging me that I can cum without getting hard. We have been talking and she wanted to see me get fucked by another man. So she found one of her best guy friends she has grown up with that was bi curious as we all talked about this he thought that I was a girl even tho my girlfriend said no he is a guy before pulling my dick out making me pretty embarrassed after a while of talking and stuff they wanted to start I never did this before so she said to suck his dick so I opened my mouth and slowly wrapped it around his huge meaty cock he eventually started to thrust into my face and making me choke and cough. After about 10 mins. of sucking his dick my girlfriend blindfold me and took me to the bedroom. He shortly after follows to see her working on my ass making it nice and lubed up before locking my cock in my cage he came up and grabbed my hips and slowly rubbed my ass hole with his 9 inch dick before slowly pushing it in. As soon as he pushed his tip in he shoved his dick inside making me let out a loud moan as my mouth opened my girlfriend shoved a ball gag with holes in my mouth and strapped it tight she gave me a kiss on my cheek and said everything will be alright before he moved out of my reach. Her friend then started to have his way with me giving me the pounding I have never felt before he grabbed my neck and pulled me close before grabbing my nipple and giving them a nice pinch after 5 or so mins of him just playing with my "breast" and fucking me pretty hard he then shoved me to the bed and shoving all his dick in me it felt like he was in my stomach from how deep he was in. He then started to pound me even harder then before my cock started to leak a lot of pre-cum on the bed he kept fucking me all hard and deep before I knew it I was cumming on the bed my girlfriend started to laugh and she told him to flip me over. So he did my back is in the warm slimy mess I made on the bed he kept fucking me before he started to fuck on my nipples. I grabbed him as he fucked me deeply after 3 more mins of him fucking me he slammed his cock as deep as he can before cumming in my ass. After he was done he slowly pulled out as I was laying there paralyzed with all kinds of feelings.

As of now I still don't like men but I do still dress up as a girl and play with my toys but I do it more behind my girlfriends back because I don't know if I like it or not. :/ It really confuses me because some days I am just normal me and other days I just HAVE to be a girly boy.