When I was about 7 years old, I was very curious about the human body. My parents didn't tell me about where babies came from, and they were very secretive about what went on in the bedroom, and so naturally, I started to want answers. I, together with my older sister, discovered a site called nastydisney.**m and we pored over it every day. We eventually found porn and watched that together. One day, we decided that it just wasn't enough. We started playing "pretending" games, where we would make up characters that would fall in love and have sex. As the players of those characters, we acted out the things we had seen in the porn. We took off our clothes and licked each other's pussies and fingered each other. At the time, we didn't realize that there was anything wrong with this, but we had a certain understanding that if we got caught by our parents, we would be in extreme trouble. One day, we just decided to stop. We never played the roleplay games again. Right now, as an 18 year old female, I can tell you what happened to my sister. Though I was younger, I was stronger, mentally and emotionally. She was not. At the age of 12, she tried multiple times to kill herself, drinking bleach and slitting her wrists. She didn't believe that she was female anymore and asked people to call her "they". To this day, we still have a wall between us, as we haven't talked to each other about it since when it happened.