So I appear as an everyday muslim kid who practices alot, prays alot, reads alot of quran, in fact, I knew reasons why gay marriage and sex were sinful but i had my temptations. It all started when I was alone with my cousin brother at my place and he wanted to watch normal straight porn and I was against it and was trying my best to make him stop and then he pushed me against my living room couch and started a porno on my flatscreen tv in full volume and he said "Only god knows we are watching this. I'm sure he will forgive us if we repent." And I was thinking at that time that ok, ill give it a try. It was the fella's birthday. So now, i was completely new to pornography and didn't know what to do so i followed the video on pretending I didn't want to watch it and then i slap my cousin push him. He shouts at me saying "Why are you so religious?" And i told him "ill show you why." And i dropped his pants and started sucking his dick like how the girl in the porno was doing it. And me surprisingly, I actually loved it. I kept on doing it and then i stopped and looked back at the screen. Saw the girl hopping on the dick so i copied. I was like "One time wont hurt." It was toght so i got cooking oil and drenched my cousin's cock. He was shocked and shouted I'm not gay but then he loved it when I rode him. And that is how my religious point of view changed. I started becoming blasphemous. I made a jerkin off video
With the quran on my dick. I fantasized god as the penis and that im a slave created by it to serve it. Roght now. I started praying again but i also suck dick for my satisfaction. Penis is more important to me than god now amd I'm insanely proud and happy about it. Islam is a beautiful religion but not for me. I worship the cock and the cock only and that is how i became a dedicated proud cock slave. Thank you for reading the story of my life.