It finally happened last month. After years of struggling with my sexuality, girlfriends, marital engagement and marriage. I discovered, realized, come to understand just how horny I was for cock. And not just any cock, but older men's cock. Men who wouldn't get into any Adonis competition. In fact I found myself attracted, if that's the right term, to men who were greying and burly.
And that realization was borne out after a chance meeting with a man who I had a fender bender with. He jumped out of his car and was about to shout at me. But instead he looked me up and down and asked me directly if I was straight. The question threw me completely, but it and possibly the small accident, had me telling him I was curious about male male sex.
Telling me the damage to his car was only slight, and it was, he asked me if I'd like to have a coffee with him. Parking our cars outside a cafe only a couple of hundred of yards further up the road, I thought we were going to enter it. Instead he walked past the cafe, and on up some stairs by the side of the cafe. Entering a very smart apartment he asked me to take a seat on a huge leather sofa and five minutes later brought me a coffee.
Sipping the coffee, he again asked me if I liked men, when I didn't answer, he removed his shorts and slowly rolled his boxers down his legs. His fat long cock flopped forwards, and I was close up to mans cock for the first time in my life.
Looking down at me, he asked me to put my coffee down, then moved to where I was sat, holding his cock, he said "Well now's the time to find out, suck it for me".
Not only did I suck on his fifty four year cock, I absolutely devoured it. I found I was sucking cock with no effort at all and doing it so well, he was soon telling me just that. When he began to fuck my mouth and throat I just took him as if I'd been sucking cock all my life. His cock began to pulse in my mouth and as I'd often done to my wife, cum in her mouth, I thought he about to do the same.
Stopping me from sucking on his cock. He asked me to strip for him. I didn't hesitate at all. Taking off my clothing, I watched him smile as my small slim frame was revealed. When my erect cock stood up in front of me he said "I'm going to enjoy fucking you so much". There wasn't a hint of doubt in my mind I was going to allow him to fuck me. It felt right, it felt as if I'd been meant to meet him.
Taking my hand he lead me into his bedroom. The bed was massive and dressed with dark colors and lots of cushions. Getting me to lay on my stomach I felt his hot breath on my asshole and knew what was coming. The feel of his wet tongue on my rear hole, still took my breath away though. If sucking on his beautiful cock was good, then having him tongue my asshole was wonderful. I got lost in the moment and couldn't help myself from asking him to fuck me, but he carried on licking my asshole for some time, making me beg him to enter me.
I didn't turn my head to look, I just listened to him putting on a condom and then felt the lube being smeared all over my asshole. His weight pressed down on me and then the moment arrived. I was what I was always meant to be, a man who really enjoyed having a mans hard cock enter his ass, and being orgasmic with it.
No pain, no hard start to my wonderment of being fucked. Right from his first thrust up my ass, I was hooked and totally in love with anal sex. No educational film or pre knowledge could have foreseen for me just how much I reveled in having his cock so deep inside my body. But things got even better.
Telling me to turn over, he put my legs onto his thick set body, pressed his large fat cock into me again and asked me to watch it sliding in and out. I did as he asked and watched his thick set frame move with sexual lust. It was his burly frame and his greying looks that was the key. I realized that watching him fuck me. His whole demeanor turned me the fuck on and I came without having to touch myself. It was a complete shock to me when I came, as it wasn't st by a build up. I just came with the feeling of my entire body orgasming. Each thrust of his cock afterwards, only gave me further more in depth sensations of the same thing, and I was in total extasy.
Then telling me he was going to do it, his cock exploded up my asshole. The knowledge of having his seed fill the condom surrounding his cock only made me want him more. So when he withdrew from my ass, I pulled of his condom and sucked in his cock again. I stayed sucking on his cock for some time and knew precisely at the moment, I was the person who I'd always believed myself to be.
Not gay, not straight, but bisexual. Both sides of the same coin and did I enjoy the after sex too. Laying with him, we began to kiss and fondle each other making small talk as we played. He pushed me over and tongued my well fucked ass again, then kissed me again making me taste my own ass juices. It was for me the perfect introduction to gay sex and I thanked him by sucking him off before I left.
meeting him a further three times since, we've gone ever further with our sexual times together and I've been shared by a good friend of his. he's another well built man, also with grey hair. His cock isn't as big as my fender bender man, but he can fuck forever without cumming.
I've also in this past week been flirting with an older married guy who I know is secretly gay, and who works in the warehouse. He's already enquired if I'd like to take his thick cock up my ass. This Friday when everyone else has gone home, I've arranged with him to call by where I'm stationed. There's a store room which is fairly private, with lots of old cardboard boxes in there. It will make a perfect place for him to fuck me, and I've already bought the lube and condoms.