I have a strange fetish that I have been doing ever since childhood. I have never has sex with a man. I am happily married with children but quite a few times as a young boy I had friends that I talked in to giving me anal sex. Up thru high school I had sex with other boys. Some times sucking each other off but mostly what I wanted most was to be fucked in the ass. I can remember even in grade school sneaking things in to the shower with me to stick up my ass and the more I did it the more I wanted to do it.
In the 5th grade there was this boy that lived next door to us that was in the 7th grade. I asked him one day if he would like to play with my butt. He didn`t know what to say but after I told him what I was doing he wanted to and we found a place close to the house where he said no one would see us. A couple of days later when we could sneak away we went down the street to this old vacant house and went inside. Once we were in the back room he told me to take off my clothes so I did. He then took his off and I started to back out when I saw his dick. It was bigger than I expected but he wanted to do it so bad that we tried it.
He never could get it in me and he came a little then once he did that he got dressed and left me there with his cum on my ass. I fingered myself and then left too. A few days later he asked me if I wanted to try it again and I said sure. We went back to the old house the next day and in the same room we both took off our clothes and this time he managed to get his dick in my tight ass about half way before he came. He didn`t run off this time and asked if I would stay to do it again and in a few minutes he was hard and anxious to stick it in me again and did. This time with the help of his cum inside of me it went in much easier and I managed to take all of it but it was pretty uncomfortable once he started to fuck me and he had to go slow but fucked me long enough to cum in me again. Before we left I asked if we could do it again the next day and we did it almost every day for months until he had to move away.
That's how it got started for me many years ago and there were quite a few other boys that fucked me back then and my fantasy is to be fucked by huge dick some day but I never go looking for it. I have toys that I enjoy often and my wife is aware of my anal cravings and will play with me but not often. She loves to suck my dick and will some times use a dildo on me and suck me off and loves to swallow my load with a dildo deep in my ass. I have offered to buy a strap on but she hasn`t given in to try that just yet.
We have a nice Cabin out in the country and many times I take my toys and go there to play with my ass for hours. Some times I spend the night there alone and really have a great time and satisfy my huge craving for anal sex all night long with quite a few rubber cocks. I like t fuck myself in different positions and watch myself in mirrors. I admit to watching Gay and Bi porn often and wish sometimes I was the guy getting fucked by those huge hard cocks in the movies. Gang bang movies really excite me and I like watching a man take several huge cocks up his ass getting fucked hard and taking several loads up his ass. I have a couple of big rubber cocks that actually shoot fake cum that I lie to use and love to shoot fake cum up my ass many times when I can.
I also enjoy doing this outdoors on my land. Being naked outdoors has always been a huge turn on for me since that is where most of my childhood experiences took place I still enjoy it very much. I like to be very clean inside and out to make this experience enjoyable. I never like the enema part but always do it so I am very clean to penetrate myself as deep as I want to and sometimes I like it very deep and enjoy a fat one too. When I am at our place in the country I have discovered that using the water hose turned down very low is a very good way to get myself nice and clean and I have learned that I can take the water hose pretty far up my ass and it really gets me clean for deep penetration.
I have filmed myself many times and enjoy watching the videos then burn them in the fire but they are pretty hot to watch if you are like me and love to fuck yourself in the ass. I have tested my limits many times to see how thick I can handle and just how far I can insert things in to my ass. The thicker objects will make me cum like crazy and never touch my dick at all. I have a couple of long double dildos that I have taken over 14" in to my ass and being very careful this feel very good every time I do this.
I also think it would be great to have a discrete friend that enjoys toys and ass play as much as I do. I think it would be very hot to watch each other using things in our ass and take turns using them on each other and I would enjoy sharing a long fat double dildo with another guy backed up ass to ass while we take every inch of it and fuck our ass while we jack off and talk dirty to each other. I have a very kinky fantasy about being tied up and having a lot of toys used on me for hours then getting fucked by a group of well hung men of all colors and taking load after load of cum up my ass.
These are just fantasies but they are a huge turn on for me when I am alone enjoy my huge anal fetish. Are there other Men out there that enjoy dildos and other objects in their ass like I do? If so I sure would like to hear your response`s. Pleas share your private experiences with me. I would really like to hear about them.