I have expressed to my girlfriend that i want to have a threesome with another male. She was shocked at first but also fantasizes about it. Although, it is just a fantasy to her. Since weve began exploring this fantasy i think that my liking of it has been overwhelming for her. Maybe even to the point that shes not into it anymore. Im not sure if shes just entertaining my thoughts or really into it. She is shy, afraid of std, and afraid of what it will do to our relationshiop.
The truth is that i have become almost obsessive over it. I dont push it on her, but i watch porn, read blogs, and create posts on cl with no intention of going through with them. My desire has even grown and spread to more then one male and many other things.
I want to fuck her with many men, watch her be a slut, watch her take cream pie after cream pie, and gang bang her. But i dont want her to cheat on me or do these things without me. I want to be a part of it.
This fantasy has pushed me to realize that i am bisexual, but i havent told her that. I want to watch her suck dicks and suck dicks with her. I want her to watch me suck dick and be turned on by it. I want her to watch me get fucked and i fantasize about it driving her wild and turning on a sexual side of her i have never seen. I really just want her to be so horny she wants to fuck everything with me.