So I've used this site to vent a lot it's a secret no one knows about this nor have I ever admitted it but well I came to Terms with I'm a closet case........I finally got fucked in my ass till the guy came he did have a condom on laid me on my stomachs and my body being flat he worked it in just right it felt so good on my own got on my hands and knees and started working his dick.....I hate to admit this and I'll only admit it on here both me nor him touched my dick he was to greedy, I came well getting fucked in my ass I begged no more he started power fucking me well I lay in my own cum begging "no stop it hurts I can't"when I felt his condom expand as he collapsed in me still my ass got so tight it hurt finally he pulled out and it got akward immediately so I got dressed and he hugged me is what was wrong with that, after that I've had this friend who I had my first gay experiance with from 12 on up I have been begging him to be my first because well we kept that secret I've been asking since 15 well I'm 25 now and it finally got done except I was so turned off I knew he was high on something, I know what I just don't wanna say it.....but this was something else, lights dimmed in his bathroom we both got naked and he said I just don't wanna kiss.....that's fine and I heard the shower turn on....dick to dick I stroked us together and got on my knees many times, after the shower he begged me to try this flavored lube in which I though was for me to suck him instead when I said ok, he dropped to his knees still naked and covered my dick with it and began to suck and begged me not to bust in his mouth, he finally asked to fuck me, I put the condom on him and bent over, his dick is just a bit thicker than mine so it did hurt again I busted only this time his hand was squeezing my dick I made him stop and back into the shower I sucked him dry without noticing he came harder then ever before like literally about a full half pint of cum I swallowed, after all was said and done he faked like he lost something and couldn't take me home but no I'm sorry next gay thing I do I wanna cross dress and actually fuck in a room or a bed not just his bathroom floor....