I guess I really don't realize how submissive I was toward girls at first but I grew into it. My first real experience was with a girl I met online then dated. She took control from the first date by telling me that she actually had a boyfriend already but I would only be used to fuck her when and how she wanted it. I was freaked out but said yes. That same night she stripped me, inspected my body then dimmed the lights while I undressed her. As the last of her clothes came off she handed me the bra and panties and said that the only way I would have sex with her was to be wearing something feminine...every time. She meant it, I became more and more feminized with each visit. I went from saying no to a lot of stuff to asking for feminine things. I was also learning to be humiliated and enjoy it. For example, one time I asked about her perfume. I liked it but it was quite strong. I asked her how long it lasted and she said at least two days. I came right out and asked her to spray me. She did, it lasted more then two days I found out but she made me wear it all the time. That started her putting makeup on me , lipstick, wearing girls clothes in public and letting her take hundreds of pics...all of which she shared with her friends and online. I crave being teased and embarrassed by girls still. Will show my pics to anyone, enjoy being stripped and seen naked or in panties etc. Just ask me for anything.