I love summer. Summer gives me the chance to get the attention I use to get all the time when I was younger. I love going out for walks or to publicly crowded places like parks or outside markets without wearing a bra. I love feeling men stare at my free bouncing boobs. I love the feel of men older, younger, married or single, gawking at me. I like to go out with no bra, low cut tops, or thin material that shows not only the shape of my tits but of my nips and areolas.

Being married and having kids, means I don't get all the attention I use to get. I love attention and this how i can get some of it back. It makes me feel so sexy again when i see a man turn his head to look at me or i have a conversation with a vender or random stranger and he can't stop glancing at my boobs and body. I like to catch them glancing and I like to make eye contact in away that says, "I know what your looking at," and grin and position myself to get them a better look. When I know I have a guy looking and I know he knows I know he is looking, i love and i mean love to make sure he gets all he can see. I have no problem discreetly bending over in a way where he can look all the way down my top and see it all. If it is a crowded bus or market i'll try to even get him a "brush" against me or "touch". Once on the bus I had a younger guy in his early 20's pressing his pelvis into my ass in a crowed standing situation. In the crowd nobody knew but me and him and i could feel his dick get hard on my ass. I just looked back in his eyes, smiled and giggled it he got so hard knowing i approved and was all but dry humping me right there. He was getting so horny i had to get off a stop early so he did not loss it, right then and there.

It all makes me feel so sexy again, i wear skimpy sun dresses or if i am feeling really slutty and in need for attention tight yoga pants or spandex and a near noting top. I have not had sex with anyone yet, but i love getting their attention, flashing them, getting them hard, giving the a show, teasing, i just love their eyes on me, i love to know i get them horny as hell still. I am not necessary looking to fuck, I am married and happy mostly, but fucking some random stranger is also not something i'd say no to if a guy got me hot enough gawking at me and good making eye contact as long as he is a complete stranger not connected to me real life and it is pure in the moment lust. I know I am married but I want to be lusted. I want to be lusted over by my husband, or anyones husband, or anyone. I just want mens eyes to make me feel young and sexy again.

Is this wrong? I have never cheated, but i could see it happening and in these moments of lust sometimes i really want it.