Most people think of me as a working paralegal. My personal life is my personal life.

Only a couple of people know about my hidden side. I suppose that mostly I am just like anyone else, I have a man in my life. What they don't know is who he is. He has taken care of me for a long time. I met him during junior high and I got involved with him soon after.

It hurts not to see him, and when I am with him time passes so fast. There are things he likes for me to do for him. Little things. I wear underwear he likes. I always have his favorite food and drink. I only use certain sheets and towels. He likes how I fix him breakfast, that is the meal we always eat home made.

I have to be careful, we really don't meet in public. He uses a pseudonym to rent my apartment, and the money I get comes from a false front company. I am really not employed. At 'work' I look after certain investments and holdings, which are all under false front companies. Many are in my name as sole shareholder.

My life is complicated in a way, but in another way when I am with him, my life is pure joy. I look forward to seeing him and spending time with him. Some of his 'trips' are not too difficult, they are right here with me.