My Dad watched Porn and really didn't make it any big secret. His laptop was nothing but a porn library. When my parents were out doing things or gone for the day, I would sit at my Dad's computer and watch Porn until I had a boner from hell. He had everything from straight sex to B&D

What I didn't realize was the effect of watching all of that Porn was having on me. I can't have normal sex and making love to a woman is totally out of the question. When I'm with a woman in bed I want her to be wearing something sexy with heels or boots. The idea of being in bed with a woman just naked doesn't appeal to me. I want that woman to act like a greedy whore in bed, the last thing I want is to make love. I have had gay sex and been involved sexually with Cd's and Tranny's as well. I do that because Cd's and Tranny's are more open to bdsm sex then women are.

I can't have a steady girlfriend because I know I will cheat on her. Even if I manage to have normal sex with a girl, I know the urge to fulfill my desire for the other kinds of sex will lead me away at some point.