I am with a man, but sometimes I need to be with a woman. I don't want a relationship with a woman, not a romantic relationship. I have friends. My romantic attachment is to the man I live with. I have lived with him for fourteen years. It was a temporary situation, in part because of my problems with a woman I was with. He doesn't believe me when I tell him he is the one. I throw everything I have into him when I have sex with him.

But I see the right person and I go after her. Of course not all women are into women, so I get turned down a lot, but like my current affair, she is a waitress at a bar, 32 and divorced, has a daughter, but needs a woman in her life. I need a woman in my life. We fuck like crazy when her daughters spends the night with her father. It is our night out, to fuck each other's brains out. Woman orgasms are different than when I am with my man. They are just different. I need a woman to give me an orgasm. If not I go crazy.