I am angry, not hurt. I have a friend, a woman, who told me that she though my husband was messing around. I didn't believe her, but it turned out to be true. He was messing around with another man. He is the fucking woman and gets fucked by this guy. I am supposed to be understanding, but I am not. I can't believe that he is letting himself get fucked. I don't care if I am homophobic about this. He could have been fucking any girl and I would have moved on. But this just makes me puke. I don't want to see him or talk to him. Let the lawyers deal with him. And I want everything, every God damned piece of furniture, the car, the house, everything. Fuck him.