I was growing up in the household with girls I am the only guy and my dad left us. Every time I use the bathroom going pee I stand in front of the toilet and made a mess to the point my mom complaint to me that I need to aim at the toilet not the seat or anywhere else. She was getting tired cleaning the mess after me. I try and try but it always leave a mess my aim wasn't very good. She finally made me seat on the toilet and pee like a girl so I wouldn't make any mess and it work and she is happy. As I get older I start doing that and it come so natural even out in the public I would go into the stall and pee like a girl.

Here is the crazy thing. I was also wearing girl panties as a kid because my mom wouldn't buy any boys underwear. Her idea was we can all share if we need to. We lived on a fixed income and mom only have so much money. I was sharing underwear with my sisters which is okay I don't care and neither is my sisters. Then one day I got the nerve to put on one of my sisters bra just to see how it feel and look. It feel so good on me I just start wearing them underneath of my boys clothes without telling anyone. Remember girls bra doesn't have any padding so when I have them on no one was able to tell until my sisters got older and wears padded bras so I stop. But I end up wearing some of their nightie to bed under my pj and they don't know about it. I love the feel of satin and silky material on my skin.

I moved out the house when I was old enough to be on my own and found a girlfriend that understand my past. I was having a hard time finding anyone that would understand my past. As soon as I told them they would leave me or give me some excuse that we would not work out. My current girlfriend understand my past and she is fine with me wearing women intimate wear. Beside she love it when I seat and pee and not make a mess for her to clean. But she did make some comment about me not shaking my cock dry before I get up the toilet seat. I still make a few drops onto the floor. She has an idea for me to use toilet paper like a girl and just wipe it dry before I get up. I am thinking well hell I am wearing women panties, bra and what is one more thing for me to do. So now I wipe my cock with toilet paper every time I finish peeing, isn't that crazy.

I am wondering if anyone out there does that or is just me....

I am not gay because I don't like cock, I love pussy until the day I die.....