I am a married woman and been married 9 years now. I love my husband and he fucks me good but not to the point I have an orgasm. He licks my clit but not to the point of an orgasm. I have told him he has to eat it up in order for me to have an orgasm but nothing, smh. I have to masturbate to be satisfied. So lately, me and co worker who I've known for some years always talk about sex. One day I tell him I just want my pussy ate and nutt all over he tells me he will do it and that he has always been attracted to me. We talk about meeting up so he can give me oral bliss but my conscious will not let me. At work when no one is watching, he sucks my nipples, rubs my clit and I will suck the head of his penis for a little while. When he rubs me and suck on my nipples it feels so good and I get so wet thinking about him sucking and licking all over my pussy. I hate to let another man eat me out but I know its going to happen because its all I think about and I am not getting it at home. Also I have been stressed out and dealing with some things at home and need some TLC and relieve tension but really hate to cheat. I am just confused and sexually frustrated.