I absolutely love being choked, slapped and "forced" to do naughty things.

My boyfriend loves to film groping me in my sleep. In the morning, he shows me the videos. There are hundreds now. He fingers, eats me out, forces my mouth open and rubs his cock against my face. He sometimes fingers my asshole, and manages to fuck me without me waking up.

He absolutely loves getting me drunk or slipping me a few pills so I don't wake up. It makes me so fucking horny. Sometimes I wake up and he's tugging & biting my nipples or fingering my holes really roughly and I pretend to be asleep.

Recently, I've really been into the idea of him pissing on me or inside me. I would love the humiliation but don't know how to bring it up with him...