I work for an older black female who owns a used bookstore. I'm 26 and white and a former pageant finalist who could use some advice. Four months ago the store owner invited me to a christmas party and I went. It was all black women and soon after arriving it was obvious they were all lesbians and bikers. I had no idea that my boss is a lesbian or a biker but that night following the party she told me that she was gay and president of the motorcycle club. Before dropping me off at my car she asked if she could kiss me. I told her I was confused by all of it but decided to let her kiss me. The next day at work we were in the backroom and she told me how pretty I was and kissed me again. This time she pulled me close and her huge boobs pressed against me. I told her this was all still very confusing to me because of my upbringing. I hesitated before nervously telling her she was a good kisser, and we continued to kiss for several minutes. On New Year's Eve I went with my boss to a party with the same biker women. They were all so nice to me and made me feel so welcome. One of them said, "You're one of us now." At midnight, everyone held up their champagne glasses and proposed a toast. My boss approached me and whispered, "You are a beautiful princess." She sat our champagne glasses on the table, took me in her arms and gave me a deep, passionate kiss. Everyone applauded before turning to their partners and kissing like sex starved teenagers. I felt so special and when she looked in my eyes her expression told me she really cared. We went upstairs and stripped and I couldn't believe how good she was in bed. She told me she was falling in love with me. I was filled with emotion and I just broke down. I told her how badly I needed that from someone honest and caring. Sobbing uncontrolably I told her I had so much love to give to that special someone if they would just give me a chance. My life has been a blur since then. There have been so many bike trips with my boss and her gang and I love my new lifestyle and family. The problem is I don't know how to tell my parents that I am in a relationship with a black woman 21 years older than me.