So...we bought a house in a small town to get away from the druggies and craziness..it's a farm town and so far all i'm seeing is retirement age gentlemen. Met a few of them out on the sidewalk and,well,seems that each time I get so damned horny.I fantasize about neighbors knocking on the door...and,as I cross dress most days..perhaps i'll eventually be brave enough to invite a guy in while i'm in panties. I purposely walk in front of windows hoping one will see. God how i'd love to get these older guys off.
I masturbate several times a day and all I can think about are old men..lol..to kiss,suck,and ride them. Someday...maybe...wife knows how I feel and encourages me to "make friends" which is nice but i'm scared. Only 154 people in this town and wouldn't take much to ruin living here. Anyway..was just obsessively wishing to hear a knock at the door and had to get it out. Thanks.