by Anonymous on Apr 6, 2017 at 9:12 AM

I have a cousin who lives on the east coast whom I first met when she was 5 and I was 8.
The next time I saw her, she was a senior in high school and she was a babe.
There was an immediate attraction between us then but no way to even acknowledge it, let alone act on it.

I did not see her again for many years.
We were by then middle-aged, had kids, and both married.
But the attraction was strangely still present.
That surprised me as I had been your age when last I'd seen her.
But there it was, lurking underneath during the whole visit.
It had obviously not ever really gone away.

But still thinking it was just probably all in my head, I left it alone.
We had promised each other to start corresponding and shortly after, she mentioned it in one of her letters out of the blue.
She said that even though we were cousins, she had always thought I was hot and had always been attracted to me.
She said everything but 'I wished we could've fucked'.
I told her likewise for me.

That was 10 years ago and it has never been mentioned since.
Wish I'd have had a chance to fuck her because she was such a babe back then.
I mean stunning and sexy.
I know I truly cared about her then too and still do.
She's my cousin and she has always been such a genuine sweetheart of a person.

So it was kind of frustrating to find out so many years later that she had in fact felt the same way.
Write it off as another missed connection in my life.

Was it better that it turned out this way?
Not now, in my opinion.
So no, you're not weird or a creep for wanting to fuck your cousins.

They must be babes too.
And you are surely are no total nerd or geek.
Because all three have messed with you, teased you, or otherwise led you on.
They won't do that at that age because unless the guy is cute enough to properly torture, it's not worth the effort to fuck with his head.
They're not going to waste their charms on a guy that's ugly or stupid.

I say be the good cousin they know you are and more.
Tell each of them that you're sick of feeling guilty about how you feel.

Then tell them straight up that you want to fuck them, you know it can't go anywhere because you're cousins, but you still think it would be a good healthy experience that you both could treasure in the future.

And they'll say that you're just saying that because you're just another guy who's trying to get in their pants.
And you'll tell them no you aren't, you're they're cousin, you care about them, and that's the reason you're talking openly and honestly about fucking them.

And then also tell them, well duh, of course you want to get in their pants.
They're hot and you're a guy and any guy would.

Fuck what Society says about kissing cousins.
Most guys don't have hot cousins they might fuck.

Don't be like me and wonder about it the rest of your life.