My father pastored a large church until his retirement a few years back. So, I am known as a, "PK" - Preachers Kid. My brothers were 9, 11, 13 and 14 when I was born. By the time I was in 3rd grade they were all either in college or on their own. My parents had always made our home available to those who were in need - regardless of the needs or the cause. So, dozens of different family members, church members and the like had once lived with us - for some period of time.
When I was 14, my 23 year old cousin came to live with us while he divorced his wife of 1 year, and got on his feet again. There were only the 2 of us upstairs in 4 bedrooms and 2 baths, so we had our own privacy. Since I never closed my door until bed time he would stop, stand at my door and talk. He was (is) a damn good looking man who any female would be glad to claim as their own. We had attended a church activity that evening which last into the night. Mom and dad asked my cousin to let my ride home with him as an emergency came up and they needed to join some members at the Emergency Room. We got into my cousins car and on the way home someone pulled out in front of us and he slammed on the brakes - he avoided a collision so no one was hurt. However, something came out from under the passenger seat and when I looked down I saw magazines. I picked them up, while he was saying, "don't worry, kick them back.". That is when I realized they were porn magazines. To be exact, there were five magazines and I was holding them in my lap. He tried to grab them, but I held them tight looking down to XXX Rated straight, bi and gay magazines.
All the way home he was apologizing and begging me not to tell dad and mom. I assured him to do so would cause them to stroke out and I didn't want that on my conscious. Then, I said, "It's not like porn isn't a mouse click away." he asked if I watched porn, and I said, "I have, So, now there is no worry that I would say anything." By the time we got home he admitted he loved porn and had done lots of things while in the military. Not sure how long we talked but he was very open, and explicit about sex and his love for variety - women and men, and both. I told him I was a virgin and not because my pussy wasn't screaming for attention and got sloppy wet when I saw pictures of guys cocks.
Over the next few weeks our conversations became more erotic and open, to the point I could see his hard dick pushing up his pants. I knew he went to his room and beat off and finally asked him if he did, and he admitted so. It was not uncommon for us to do things together or go places together and no one knew we were having some very intimate sexual discussions as the sexual tension between us heightened. One night while out on errands I saw his hard cock and asked to touch it. He said, "No". After his 3rd, "N0" I reached over and felt it. He pushed my hand away, so I pushed my shorts down and began to rub my pussy and moan. I took his hand off the steering wheel and guided it to my sloppy-wet pussy as I felt his finger separate my pussy lips. He stopped and said, "we've have gone too far." I looked at him and said, "I want you to be my first. I want you to teach me to do all the things other women have done for you." He said, "we have gone way, way, WAY too far."
Several weeks passed and he was not stopping by my room as much and our sexual conversations had ended all together and he was avoiding me. Then he came to my room one Saturday morning and asked if I wanted to go with him to his friend apartment so we could go swimming. I grabbed my swim suit, some towels and off we went to his friends apt. On the way over he asked if I still wanted him to take my virginity and I said, "YES". He said, his friend was out of the apt to give him and I time to have some fun. He said we had an hour and he would be back, knowing well I just lost my cherry in his bed- and then we would all go to the pool.
That was, and is, the best experience of my life - loosing my virginity to my movie-star-good-looking cousin. When I saw his 9 inch dick I was scared, but I trusted him and it was am amazing, very special time for me. It was so turned on I didn't want to stop but we had to as it was getting time for his friend. I just stepped out of the bathroom in my swim suit when he came in and we all three of us went to the pool for a while. The friend left first and my cousin told me his friend was envious of him being my first. That is when he said to give them some time alone and he would come back for me - as he and his friend wanted to blow each other.
A few minutes later he came back down for me and on the way to the apartment he asked if I wanted to fuck again and I said, "YES". Then he asked if was ready fort my first 3 way?
I spent the next hour of so with dick in my ass, mouth, pussy and sucked my cousin while his friend fucked his ass and vise versa. That experience ignited a fire in me, which 3 ways, especially with bi guys, is the only thing to satisfy me. No one in the family understands why my handsome cousin has never remarried or why I haven't found the right man. Now, I am not on the middle or low scale of looks, or personality, so it isn't because I've not had plenty of offers either. My cousin and I live 250 miles apart and when we can get together we have lots of one-on-one time, as well as 3 parties - male and female. We have met at Swingers Gatherings as a couple and I've found a few dicks larger than my cousin and some hot females who eat pussy better than any man.