Four years ago my husband started talking about me fucking other men. He only did it when we were drinking and watching porn. One night a week before I was going away for a week with a friend he told me if I met the right guy I could have sex with him. I thought that he was saying these things because I'd only been with him and he thought that I wanted to see what other men were like. I really wasn't interested but he put the idea in my head. I didn't come close to having sex with anyone on the trip. But.

Three years ago, a man I worked with occasionally started hitting on me and propositioning me and I got interested. Thinking about the guy's cock and wondering got me so wet I started to obsess over it. i just really wanted to see it, play with it and suck on it then become fixated on making it cum just to see if I could. This went on for a few weeks. Then he was scheduled to leave and I couldn't get the idea of his cock out of my mind, I was on sexual edge all the time. I kept saying to myself, well he said (my husband) that I could, he said that I could, he said that I could. Then one day, I did.

The guy was flirting and I flirted back, hard. We were alone and I made mention that I was planning to stay late (it was a night my husband wouldn't be home until late too. The guy hung around until it was just us. I tried to play it cool but I lost control and attacked the poor guy. We kissed, he stripped off my top and sucked by boobs, I yanked down his pant and dropped to my knees and watched his cock grow hard before my eyes. It was beautiful. Thick and just a bit longer than my husband;s, it head a nice round shiny head, I kissed it, licked it, started sucking it, I gave him the blow job of my life to that point and it wasn't long until I felt that throbbing a cock does just before a guy cums then tasted warm liquid in my mouth. I kept sucking and kissing and swallowed it down and kept on sucking and kissing for a long time. I wanted more.

The next day I sucked him off again in my car then again the next day. Then I squatted down behind a wall in our parking garage and sucked him off one more time. I finally let him fuck me just before he was to leave. I went to his hotel and we spent an hour in bed and were both late for work. The feeling when his cock first pushed into my pussy was like a drug to me. I felt euphoric and came twice and was on cloud 9 all day to the point where my husband later asked me why I was in such a good mood. That night I gave him a killer blow job better than any I'd given him before. The one thing I didn't do was tell him I'd fucked around. Even though he said I could, I just didn't want his to know so I kept it a secret.

The problem was I wanted that feeling again. I started finding way to be alone with men. I took the plunge with a stranger I flirted with waiting to board a plane and ended up in his hotel room groaning when his cock entered my, god it makes my cum so hard.

I try to fuck only strangers but sometimes I loose control. I've fucked a few men my husband knows including one neighbor, a guy he works with and a guy who is a manager at my work but not my boss exactly.

I've also fucked 18 other guys who were all strangers since the first time and I still can't get enough. To my count I've blown 28 men who I didn't fuck, just blew although that number is very hazy I think that number is more like 35 I just have trouble remembering everyone clearly. I keep thinking I'll get bored and go back to my old husband based sex life but so far I think more about cocks and cum than ever. I've fucked or sucked so many different men, from 18 years old to the early 60s. White guys, black guys, Hispanic guys, guys with huge dicks and little dicks. It's like once I'm interested, nothing dissuades me. I don't car how the guy looks once I'm in the mood and alone with a guy, I just suck him or fuck him mostly both.

Afterwards I only feel guilty if the guy was married although it never stops me. I always tell myself, this is the last time, then I treat my husband like gold fucking and sucking him silly for awhile then the urge for new dick comes back and grows until there's a cock in my mouth again. I was given permission so technically it's not cheating but I feel like there's something wrong with me being so obsessed with sex with other men so much.

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by Anonymous on Apr 25, 2017 at 3:05 PM

I had something similar happen to me, but it ended up the opposite of what you did or are doing.

I let my wife fuck a friend of hers that she had been fucking for a while before we met, they were fuck buddies and my wife told me all about his big cock and how he made her cum so good and always had a nice big load of cum for her pussy.

she brought him up because I mentioned to her that if she got horny and lonely while I was away, I used to be a truck driver, that she could find her someone to keep her horny little pussy satisfied. well she told me all about him so I told her to go right ahead and get what she needed.

she fucked him a few times and then brought up letting me watch them, which was incredible to say the least, watching her suck his big cock and watching her spread her legs for him and wrap her legs around his back and beg him to fuck her married pussy right in front of me was incredibly hot.

well, one night she brought up how hot it would be if I helped her suck his cock, don't ask me to explain what caused me to do it but I did it, taking turns with her and hearing her whisper in my ear how hot is was to watch her husband suck her lovers cock, well one thing led to another and I was soon giving him blowjobs and licking his cum out of her pussy after he fucked her, she even let me watch him fuck her ass as she screamed and begged him to fuck it harder, well, before I knew it a few nights later she talked me into putting on a pair of her panties and she talked me into letting her fuck me with a strap on that I did not know she had bought, it was very awkward at first and it hurt at first but I was soon enjoying it and all she talked about was how I should let her lover fuck me while she watched, she kept telling me how good his cock felt when he fucked her ass, she even told me that the two of them had already talked about it and he wanted to fuck my ass in front of her, before she was done fucking me she had me telling her that I wanted his cock and I wanted him to pull my panties down and fuck me, two nights after that, he did, that was four years ago and she no longer sees him cause he got married about three years ago but like you I wanted to get fucked so bad and I got off so hard on wearing some of her panties and letting men fuck me that I have been very secretly giving men blowjobs and letting men fuck me while wearing her panties, I have lost count as to how many loads I have swallowed, the same goes for how many loads I have had pumped in my tight ass, I have had big cocks, little cocks, young cocks, older cocks, and even a couple of bbc. I have never let up fucking my wife and we still have great sex, she has not found or been with anyone since him that I know of, but every chance I get I am either on my knees sucking a man off or being bent over and fucked like a woman with my panties pulled to the side. it is all because of her that I love cock, I am not gay in any way, I am not attracted to men, I am just attracted to nice big cocks that she taught me to love.. I sometimes wonder what she would do or say if she knew exactly what I have been doing the last four years and how many men have fucked her husband while he was wearing a pair of her panties..

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by Anonymous on May 5, 2017 at 7:19 PM

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