So this really is a confession. I've never told anybody this.

I live in a small town. Have most of my life. I got a girl knocked up when I was 21 and have a daughter. She's amazing and we are really close and she's lived mostly with me growing up. She had a friend named Timmy. Heis parents own the town hardware store. He's a sweet kid but a little messed up. He's got a real bad stutter and had learning issues. He's not dumb or anything but he could never make school work. He also got into a fair amount of trouble. Not because he was a bad kid but more because he didn't always make the best decisions.

Anyway, for some reason we always got along. My daughter told me how much Timmy liked me and how relaxed he was around me. If we ran into each other we'd always talk and his stutter was barely there. Even his mom commented on how much Timmmy liked me and looked up to me. Knowing this my daughter and I would sometimes invite him over for dinner or a BBQ and if I saw him at a game or something I'd go out of my way to hang out with him.

Well a little over a year ago my daughter and Timmy graduated high school. My daughter went away to a good college but Timmy went to work at the hardware store and tried taking classes at the local community college. I didn't see him much until I ran into him at the store. We talked a long time and I guess I could tell he missed hanging out. I'd had a plan to clean out my basement that weekend and I asked if I could hire him to help me. He said sure thing but refused to be paid.

Well that Saturday he showed up righ when I asked him. It was a nasty job. There was tons of dirty junk and it was really hot and humid. It was going to be a multiple day job and I told him we could do it over two weekends. After about 4 hours we are are both dirty and sweaty loading junk into my truck. We drove it to the dump and then on the way home I bought some sandwiches. We took a break in the kitchen and I offered him a beer. We hadn't talked much while we were working he suddenly started to open up. I don't even remember all of it but he was talking about his plans and fears and how he wanted to leave the town but was afraid. He talked about how tough things were between him and his dad which already kind of suspected. He just kept talking and getting more emotional and stuttering like crazy. I felt bad for him and went over and put my arm around his shoulder and tried to soothe him. As soon as I did the through his arms around me and hugged me tight and buried his face in my neck. I just held him a long time and he didn't let go. He wasn't wearing a shirt and I stoked his back gently. I swear I had nothing planned but he started to stroke my back. I started to get this feeling. It was a feeling I hadn't really gotten since I was a teen myself. I had been pretty much straight my whole adult life but back in my teens and early 20s I had had quite a bit of gay sex. I. Ever took it all that serious and just thought it was fun.

I guess there was just something in me that knew. I held him closer and hugged me back. I caressed the back of his head gently as he laid it on my shoulder. But then my other hand strayed down to his round meaty butt. I caressed it gently through his shorts. I was getting hard and when I pressed up against him I knew he was too. I slid my hand inside his shorts and stroked his bare ass cheeks.

Well I led him into my bedroom. He was blushing beet red and looking nervous. I sat next to him on the edge of the bed. He just sat there stiffly with his arms at his side. I asked him if he had ever done anything before. He said he'd never done anything with anyone before which was kind of what I'd expected.

I started to unbutton his shorts and freed his cock. What a great cock he has. Just about perfect. I hadn't sucked a dick in almost 15 years but boy it's something you don't forget. I began to lick up and down his shaft. I pulled his shorts of all the way. He balls were sweaty and ripe and delicious. I licked them all over. He was just sitting there looking amazed as I gave him one hell of a blowjob. And when he came I drank it all down.

Well as soon as it was over I regretted it. He pulled up his shorts and awkwardly said he had to go and then scurried off. I was pretty scared it could get around town or he might freak out. He was 18 and all but still I did t need that.

Well the funny thing is the next Saturday he showed up right on time. I guess we were both a little awkward but we got to work. Like last time I bought lunch and we ate it in the kitchen. But was we did unnoticed a bulge growing in his shorts. He gave me a goofy smile. I went over and grabbed him. This time I kissed him right on the mouth. He was pretty awkward but he kissed me back.

We went to my bedroom and laid on my bed and made out. I took of his clothes. Man he has a beautiful body. I kissed my way down his chest and belly and started to kiss and tease his rock hard dick. Then I felt his hand on me. So I got naked. He laughed and touched my large thick cock. He leaned over me and stated to kiss and lick it. I gave him some tips and soon he was sucking me like a champ. And when I came to took a big blast accidentally to the face but he just smiled as my cum dribbled off his face.

Well for the next 6 months he came over 3-4 times a week. Eventually I was fucking his beautiful ass. We also spent a lot of time talking. Eventually he joined the Air Force. From what he told me recently he's doing great and has a girlfriend. And one thing he always does is thank me.