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Gay Stories
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Bi-Sexual Male / 54
I just had to tell someone. I now believe there is such a thing as throat memory or maybe it's just muscle memory.
I've been curious about something for a very long time. I am married to a beautiful woman and as far as everyone is concerned I am a typical heterosexual male. However in my 30's, before meeting my second wife, I went through a few years of enjoying gay sex. I do mean enjoying it. I was basically a subservient bottom for some very aggressive men.
I was especially happy as a sub to a very dominate black man named Marcus. He took what he wanted and made no bones about who was in charge. I loved that kind of aggression. It effected me in ways I never thought possible for me. One of the things he made me do was learn how to deep throat his 9 inch cock. It took a while and he was brutal. He would grab my head and shove his cock down my throat and I would gag and cough and a few times threw up. He didn't care. It was all for his pleasure. Finally after a few weeks of this torture, one night my throat opened up and took the entire length of his wonderful cock. After that I was thrilled to deep throat him. The feeling of his cock sliding in and out of my throat was intoxicating. Like I said I loved it, but that was over thirty years ago and I haven't had a cock since.
So back to the muscle memory. My wife went out of town for the next week. I took advantage of this to go to an adult toy store a few miles away. I bought an 8 inch black dildo. It's the type that is very natural feeling and flexible.
I washed it first. Then I put the suction cup on the sink and put the whole thing down my throat. All 8 inches of it. I gagged a little bit, but it stopped and I began sucking it all the way down. That old feeling of having a huge cock in my throat came back and I was thrilled. She will be gone a whole week and I will be enjoying it the whole time she's gone.
I think one of the reasons I am so excited by it is that I'm a much older man now, therefor not sought after by gay men.
It's nice to know that if I am ever fortunate enough to be in the position of giving some guy a blow job, I can give him one of the best he's ever had.
I've been curious about something for a very long time. I am married to a beautiful woman and as far as everyone is concerned I am a typical heterosexual male. However in my 30's, before meeting my second wife, I went through a few years of enjoying gay sex. I do mean enjoying it. I was basically a subservient bottom for some very aggressive men.
I was especially happy as a sub to a very dominate black man named Marcus. He took what he wanted and made no bones about who was in charge. I loved that kind of aggression. It effected me in ways I never thought possible for me. One of the things he made me do was learn how to deep throat his 9 inch cock. It took a while and he was brutal. He would grab my head and shove his cock down my throat and I would gag and cough and a few times threw up. He didn't care. It was all for his pleasure. Finally after a few weeks of this torture, one night my throat opened up and took the entire length of his wonderful cock. After that I was thrilled to deep throat him. The feeling of his cock sliding in and out of my throat was intoxicating. Like I said I loved it, but that was over thirty years ago and I haven't had a cock since.
So back to the muscle memory. My wife went out of town for the next week. I took advantage of this to go to an adult toy store a few miles away. I bought an 8 inch black dildo. It's the type that is very natural feeling and flexible.
I washed it first. Then I put the suction cup on the sink and put the whole thing down my throat. All 8 inches of it. I gagged a little bit, but it stopped and I began sucking it all the way down. That old feeling of having a huge cock in my throat came back and I was thrilled. She will be gone a whole week and I will be enjoying it the whole time she's gone.
I think one of the reasons I am so excited by it is that I'm a much older man now, therefor not sought after by gay men.
It's nice to know that if I am ever fortunate enough to be in the position of giving some guy a blow job, I can give him one of the best he's ever had.
