I'm pretty fit, I just don't have the look of a slender fit girl. I guess I will always be a bit chunky. My face and eyes are my best part, and I do have nice breasts. it is just that I am heavy around the middle and thighs.

Anyway, I met this girl at gym class and she kept admiring me, like looking at me. One day I looked back at her really hard and she came over and introduced herself to me. She said she liked me just the way I was. She turned out to be gay, she was forward and told me she was gay and she thought I would make a good girlfriend for her. I wasn't turned off, I just didn't know what to do.

We went out after work out and we met this guy who she lives with. She can't pay her bills so she lives with him and he has benefits. Anyway, he saw me and he wanted benefits with me. I wasn't prepared and I ended up pregnant.

She wants me to keep the baby, she says it is a sign. He won't pay for an abortion, but if I want one then he won't say no. I wanted an abortion, but now it is almost five months, I think it is too late.

She says I am a hinge, her and me, me and him, and he pays our way. She doesn't have to be with him if I am with him.

Anyway since I got pregnant I like being with her, I am not repulsed or anything. I prefer sleeping with her.

That is my confession, I am in a messy relationship and pregnant.