I am a single child with a single parent. My mother was anything but responsible and her parents basically supported us. My mother was also pretty lose, she had many boyfriends, a couple were nice, but mostly one night stands. When you are ten years old you can hear everything going on in her bedroom, and many more times than I want to remember I saw her have sex. She liked being screwed doggy style, she liked having the guy behind her and she always yelled for more. When you are twelve or so and you see your mother naked behind on her all fours with a guy behind her you don't forget.

For whatever reason, your own body image, I never imagined that I had such a large behind. My mother has a large behind, but I am built like her and I have a large behind. I am a size 8 or 10 depending, but I feel like I have a large behind. The reason I bring this up, is that for me laying on my back and the guy getting on me face to face seems right. I just can't seem to get into it, if I am on my hands and knees and he is pestering me from behind. I always get that image of my mother's naked butt waiting for the guy to stick it in.

My guy says he likes my ass, he doesn't think it is too big. To get over my hang up he put me down on all fours and had me bend my head down and took a couple of pictures of my naked behind. Everything is there, wide open. I can't see how that can be sexy or attractive, but he says he likes it and likes to fuck me that way. So there, he gets what he wants. But to me what is erotic, is laying there on my back, all naked and he is naked and he has an erection and I open myself for him to get on top. I like to look at his erection before he lowers himself on me and pokes his way in. Then again, I like looking up at the ceiling and zone out while he fucks away with all his might.

But that's me.