This isn't so much a straight up confession as it is just something I realized about myself this week. And that thing is I like older men. Yeah, I know on this site that's like saying the sky is blue but I mean guys in their 50s and 60s. I'm realistic, I know it isn't ever going to be like marriage and family with these guys. It's pure sex and play the part. I like being their innocent little sex doll. I do anything the tell me to do. A lot of them are lonely from their wives passing on or are in sexless marriages where the wife didn't particularly care (for a while, as the last case was).

I like men who know how to appreciate what a younger gal can do for them while 100% controlling the situation. Like the last guy I was involved with. He laid on the couch and I was on the couch, on my knees between his spread legs and he just unzipped his pants and pulled out his member. I stared at it, mouth slightly open, and took it in both hands and looked at him and asked what he wanted me to do with it. He put his hand on the back of my head and pushed it down. I took him in my mouth, edging him as he liked, showing him my tits and rubbing them on him, for nearly an hour until he finally reached his limit. He held my head down as he spunked in my mouth. I swallowed as much as I could.

He was fond of me doing the camel toe slide if I went down after he came and cleaned him up. We "roleplayed" scenarios, not really comfortable going into specifics about those, but they were really hot and I often thick to those when I touch myself.