people think I should be grateful for just having the most basic things like a mother but I can't have romance my mother or father, they can't marry and have sex and romance with me or bare me children with them. I want a husband and children. I am sick of hearing "if I were I would be happy just studying" yet they want more and do more. or "if I were you I would be grateful to have my mother alive" well I am but I was expecting a husband and children of my own by now. and who will be there to comfort me when she dies? does anyone care about that?

karen has been the worst at doing this to me, she is my brothers strange wife and she is brutally abusive towards me, my sister and parents and I am sick of her and my brothers mental illness and abuse.