My life has been a very strange one and I wonder, why me? I was not born in the U.S. or the U.K. but I learned the language after moving here at 16 after being raised in a sexually "open" family. This means that anyone can use your body whether you like it or not. It begins when you are still a child, something that is illegal here but where I am from, no one cares.

All the male members except my father had used my body from age five or so. When I turned ten or so they began to avoid making me pregnant by various means, mostly using an IUD. I hated this life because it was, to me, or at least felt like, slavery. I ran off at age 14 and took shelter in a convent. That is where I learned that women can be as sexually abusive as men. It was like I was born wearing a big sign...fuck me, one and all.

A hairy bull-dyke who delivered groceries to the convent took a liking to me and talked me into living with her and moving out of the convent. She was highly sexed so she used me daily and I had to please her in the most disgusting ways you could imagine. However, through her I met a young, lovely woman, Penny, with whom I ran off, again, running away from abuse.

Penny and I are lovers and while sexually open we never abuse each other. This is a first such relationship in my entire life. We have been together for four years, since I was 21. I have dated some young men but avoid sex. When and if I ever meet one that I fall in love with, I can try to live a normal existence.

I'm slowly working my way through school to be a surgical nurse. What I would say to others who are being abused, have courage, patience, and look for a way out. There is always a way out. Believe in yourself and don't turn your powers to others who will be glad to take it.

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by Anonymous on Aug 21, 2017 at 11:50 AM

That happens every where I like to talk and one day I was talking to white male coworker in the south west of the states and he was telling me he was adopted around age 11 because his parent both went to jail, because they abuse drugs and were sexually abusive. He told me he remembers having sex with his parents and brothers and sisters from a young age. that all he knew he thought it was normal he had been any r**ed by his own family and had sex with his sisters and mom. well it all came to end and he was adopted by a Mormon Hispanic family that taught him moral and good values and gave him a good life. the Mormon family also adopted a 12 year old Mexican girl from a bad situation when he was seventeen and he mentioned that they started talking and found out they were both sexually abused from an early age and they began to have sex with each other like they had been when they were with their families and kept it a secret form their adoptive family... long story short he went on a mission for the LDS church and was gilt driven the whole time so he decided to confess to his bishop while he was on his mission. well the LDS Mormon faith is a stick, family, good values church, the bishop reported him and he was arrested sent to court and charged with r**e and abuse because the age difference and he might have already been 18 when they were having sex. now they guy has to register as a sex offender for the rest of his life. his adoptive family forgave him, he still friends with his sitter and even though he knows its wrong I could tell he was messed up in the head and confused by all the sexual abuse he had received from his family. to bad shit like that still happens its a shame the world would be better without things like that.

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