All the male members except my father had used my body from age five or so. When I turned ten or so they began to avoid making me pregnant by various means, mostly using an IUD. I hated this life because it was, to me, or at least felt like, slavery. I ran off at age 14 and took shelter in a convent. That is where I learned that women can be as sexually abusive as men. It was like I was born wearing a big sign...fuck me, one and all.
A hairy bull-dyke who delivered groceries to the convent took a liking to me and talked me into living with her and moving out of the convent. She was highly sexed so she used me daily and I had to please her in the most disgusting ways you could imagine. However, through her I met a young, lovely woman, Penny, with whom I ran off, again, running away from abuse.
Penny and I are lovers and while sexually open we never abuse each other. This is a first such relationship in my entire life. We have been together for four years, since I was 21. I have dated some young men but avoid sex. When and if I ever meet one that I fall in love with, I can try to live a normal existence.
I'm slowly working my way through school to be a surgical nurse. What I would say to others who are being abused, have courage, patience, and look for a way out. There is always a way out. Believe in yourself and don't turn your powers to others who will be glad to take it.
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