i must start this by telling you that I have been married to my husband for almost 12 years now, you do the math, he is six years younger than myself. when I met him, he was a sex starved man, three months out of a sexless marriage and for the first few months of our relationship and then our first year or so of marriage he was a sex machine, literally, he would fuck me senseless, I had never in my life had so many orgasms and cum so hard with another man.

before him and I met, I had a couple of male friends that I would call from time to time to satisfy my sexual urges and desires to be pounded by a hard cock and one friend in particular that him and I would fuck about once a week because I loved fucking this man. that all stopped upon marrying my husband.

after about the first year or so of our marriage and countless upon countless mind blowing orgasms as my husband could never get enough of me and would go down on me and fuck me until I was shaking all over and literally could no longer take the stimulation of what this man did to me.

one night in bed I decided to change things up a little bit, so I asked him if he would share one of his fantasies with me, something that had never happened for him, that he would like to discuss possibly happening. at first he shied away not wanting to tell me about it, I knew in my mind that he probably wanted me to be with another woman or bring another woman to our bed and although I was not really into women I had told myself that I was willing to try what he wanted to make him happy.

it took some coaxing from me but he finally blurted it out and when he did I almost fell of the bed!

what he told me was that he wanted me to have sex with another man for him! I started asking questions and asked him to please answer me as honestly as he could. I had been with two men at one time in my earlier years and it was quite good at the time, but upon questioning him I learned just what it was that he really wanted..

what he wanted was for me to have sex with another man either at a hotel, at his place, or somewhere other than our home and he wanted me to let this man cum inside me and then for me to come home without cleaning myself up in any way and get in bed with him and let him have me just as the other man had left me.

I am still not sure why, but the more he talked, the more I got turned on, my questions got more intense and personal, I learned that this is what he called "having sloppy seconds" and my mind kept going to my one particular friend that I used to see every week. this friend of mine would always leave me so incredibly dripping wet and I mean dripping, when I would return from a date with him, my crotch would be soaked in his man juice and I would lay in bed at night and masturbate with his cum still inside me and with my soaking wet panties. I loved the feeling of having this mans cum all inside me and oozing out. this is something my husband did not know about as I had not ever told him any of my past sexual history.

no man in my life had ever cum so much than my friend, my husband did not even come close to the amount of cum that my friend had.

anyway, you get the idea.

well, I started very slowly by teasing my husband and talking a little about another man fucking me and when my husband would be fucking me I would tell him to imagine that another man is between my legs and fucking my pussy, not him, but some other man with a bigger cock was taking his wifes pussy and fucking her! when I would do this, my husband would not last very long at all and would fuck me with a different intensity than when he normally did, it was like the more I talked about another man, the harder he would fuck me, I would ask him if he really wanted someone else to fuck me, if he really wanted me to let another man fuck my pussy and come back home with my pussy full of cum, he would whisper in my ear how bad he wanted me to come home with my pussy full of cum for him, I would keep talking and edging him on until he would blow his load inside me and that usually made me have a really good orgasm to go along with it and we would roll over and go to sleep..

this went on for months, it became very normal when we went to bed to fuck, the conversation would always turn to another man fucking me and each time I pushed it a little further and got him to open up and tell me things that I do not think he would have ever told me had I not had him under complete control of my pussy. one night while we were in the missionary position and he was fucking me and I was teasing him about fucking my pussy that was all sloppy and wet with another mans cum in it, he was moaning in my ear, he was totally lost in his mind and somewhere in his fantasy when suddenly he whispered in my ear, he was short of breath and his voice a little ragged and breathing hard, what he said was, "I want you to sit on my face and make me eat your pussy after another man cums inside you"

I had honestly never not once ever thought about such a thing, I mean it was one thing to let a man cum inside me, I had let that happen many times, I loved for a man to cum inside me, I suddenly got so incredibly turned on at the thought of my husband eating my pussy after another man had cum inside me that the words just rolled out of my mouth and this took thinks to a whole new level.

the sex we were having during this time as we would discuss this was nothing short of incredible, just mentioning another man would cause my husband to fuck me with such intensity and now that he said what he did, I began to move the conversation towards him eating my pussy after someone had cum inside me.

he began at different times to ask me if I would do it for him, I was so turned on but yet unsure of what might happen, I told him that it might just happen one day for him when he least expected it, he countered me with the statement that I had his permission to do it, I could find someone that sexually excited me and I could go and have sex with him, I did not have to tell him when or where or nothing about this man, he did not want to know a name, did not want to meet this man, the only thing he wanted was for me to come straight home after I have had sex with someone else and get in bed with him and sit on his face. he continued to tell me how much he loved me and how he trusted my judgment completely and that he would never consider it cheating as long as he always knew about it, whether before or after the fact and never behind my back.

I cant begin to tell you how turned on I got, my pussy started to get wetter than it had in a long time, I found myself thinking about other men fucking me, our sex was off the charts for months as all it took for me to get my husband to fuck me senseless was to mention another man using my pussy, I would tell my husband to eat me, I would push his head down between my legs and tell him to lick the cum out of my pussy that was not his, he would eat my pussy until I was screaming, that led to an idea I had one night and I got on top of him and rode his hard cock while teasing him about riding another mans cock and when my he exploded inside me and before he could comprehend what I had done, I very quickly moved up and put my knees on his shoulders and smashed my pussy to his mouth and told him to eat my pussy, to lick that mans cum out of me, I told him over and over to suck that mans cum out of his wifes pussy, I began to recall how my friend had fucked me the last time we fucked and started telling my husband how good this man had fucked me and how his cock was bigger and how he made her cum harder as I ground my pussy to his mouth and he grabbed my ass with his hands and pulled me so tightly to his face and ate me out like I honest to god had never been eaten to that point in my entire life, I felt an orgasm begin to rise up in me, I was lost in lust myself, I found myself using phrases like, yea you like his cum don't you, you want to eat my little used pussy don't you, you need men with bigger cocks to fuck your wife and cum inside her, my orgasm was building and building and got so intense that I almost feel off of his face when suddenly something happened for the first time ever in my life that I never thought would happen to me.

my pussy got so sensitive and every muscle in my body tensed up, I grabbed the hair on his head and I literally screamed as I felt my pussy began to gush and squirt, the intensity of my orgasm was incredible, I still can not explain it in words, my pussy gushed and squirted about three or four times as best I remember, I arched my back, leaning as far back as I could as my pussy started to spasm and my legs started to shake uncontrollably as I screamed and cried out as my husband continued to pull my pussy tightly to his mouth and he sucked hard on my clit as orgasm after orgasm swept thru me.

when it was over, I collapsed beside him on the bed, I noticed that his face and his hair and his chest were completely soaking wet, I asked him "did I do that" he looked at me and told me yes and that he had never seen anything like it in his life..

our sex life at that point was something that most women probably dream about, it got to where we started role playing me having sex with other men, every single time we had sex it was always about other men fucking me and him eating my pussy after.

my husband got consumed by it and although he would fuck me so intensely and my orgasms were the most incredible I had ever had, my squirting became a regular thing, not every time, but the majority of the time I would end up squiring so hard that I would feel like I was going to pass out..

well after a few months of this, I wanted a change, being a woman, I needed my husband to make love to me, not to fuck me and not to fuck me on the pretense of another man fucking me. I wanted him to make love to me like we did before I ever asked him about his fantasy. I needed the intimacy between just him and I, I needed him to look me in the eye and look at my soul while he was making sweet love to me, to hear him whisper in my hear how much he loved me, I had grown tired of what we were doing and one thing he did not know is that I intentionally kept him on edge by telling him I might do it for him one day and that kept his fantasy hot and alive in his mind for him and made him fuck me like an animal in heat, just raw, sweaty, emotionless, sex, that is what our lives had become in the bedroom. I never told him that I never even intended to fuck another man, I did not desire another man, I loved him, learning this about my husband and figuring out that using his fantasy to my advantage would get him to fuck me like I needed to be fucked sometimes, just fucked and fucked hard, but I needed more than that, I needed my husband to make love to me as his wife and after months of indulging in his fantasy.

one night upon going to bed, I told him I wanted him to make love to me like he used to do, no fantasy, no talk about other men, just him and I and for him to look me in the eye and make sweet love to me..

as I started to come on to him and we began to foreplay and I sucked his cock and made him nice and hard, he got between my legs, he pushed his cock inside me and began to make love to me when suddenly I felt him going limp, after he thrust a couple more times, his cock slipped out of me and when I looked down at it, it was limp, he started to say he was sorry as he reached down and began to stroke himself to try to get hard again, but to no avail, he was limp past the point of getting hard.


I will finish this for you later if you would like to know the rest of my confession, this is a true event in my life and what happened later really taught me something about my husband.. I have to go to work now but will finish it for the readers that want to know the rest of my confession..