dis-pointed over not hearing back about the fertility job working with a doctor in that would be good for me. my advice to everyone is put your own dna first, get your kids out shagging young, get your kids dna and some of your daughters ovary eggs frozen before they are 20, and same with sons sperm.

I think I am the biggest loser because as a genetic failure at reproduction and not having babies, the answer is to be donating eggs or having babies young. if I had got what I wanted young it wouldn't have mattered by now however william its not like I wanted to marry you, just have a kid.

but anyway, my advice to people is get your kids out shagging young and save dna in case for them. this world is a sick fucking world.

I wish I had been more "street wise" or maybe just more sex maniac or flirty and a slut. but I was so shy I avoided men and I don't regret avoiding some of the men I did avoid mind you.

the pilot/model was a no-blow! frank was half decent, rick was a sex maniac druggy nutcase.

meeting katey who bashed me and then sexually assaulted me was just nuts. like If I was gonna be a lesbian it wouldn't be with her violent type but I am not really into that stuff.

she was worse then Bruno attacking you with two dildos. god.

what a loser I am with no hope dna future. no one could be this fucking unfortunate. but I count my blessings.