This is a dream that did come true for me. I had fantasized over, obsessed over and pursued Barbara for over 20 years and this is the story of one special night.

I met Barbara in my early 20"s. We were the same age and she was living next door to my then wife and me. Oh, she was so hot. She was just a little plump and she wore nice clothes with high heels. She had big hair (think Delta Burke in her prime) wore full makeup every day. In short, she was everything my wife was not. Oh, did I mention she talked a lot about her sex life and the affairs she had.

I tried to talk her into an affair or at least just a one night stand but she refused. She kept reminding me I was married but I knew a lot of the guys she was involved with were married too.

We remained friends and did a lot of things together for 15 years. She knew I was into BDSM and all I ever thought about was BDSM play and sex with her. We talked about it a lot. She was intrigued with bondage but never would agree to anything.

When my marriage ended I began to pursue Barbara in earnest but she continued to reject a sexual relationship. She said our friendship was too close, much like a brother and sister and you just don't have sex when you are that close.

Anyway, I had been taking care of my kinky needs by going to massage parlors for many years to see women who were willing to do BDSM and dominate me ("English style" was the code word they used for BDSM).

Eventually I got into the local kinky community and discovered several local pro dommes. I went to see one a coupe of time and actually I became "her boy Friday" for a number of years (not her slave, she had one of those too).

Anyways, I wanted some e current and hanging around with my dominatrix and other kinky friends was not exciting enough. I made arrangements to see a new dominatrix, located just over a hundred miles away.

The new domme was very good. She had a wonderful remote play space and she was exotic and mysterious. As is typical, I saw her a couple of times at he full price and then she offered me the "regular's discount".

With the discount, I quickly negotiated an overnight weekend session of heavy Bondage, discipline, pain and humiliation (all my favorites). When I left to go to my weekend session, Barbara served as my lifeline (a person to call in to to confirm you are safe and can contact help for you if they lose touch with you) as she normally does.

I went to my weekend session and the mistress and I had a great time that Saturday. During a break and rest period, I told the mistress all about my friend Barbara and she said she would like to meet her one day. Since my session was to last overnight and into Sunday, I asked the mistress if I could call and invite Barbara to drive over tomorrow to watch my session and she gave me permission to do so.

When I called Barbara, I could not believe my ears. She was very excited about sitting in and watching my session with the mistress. In fact, instead if waiting until the next day, she would drive up early that evening!

I was in hot heaven to say the least. Barbara arrived when she said she would. After introductions and some small talk, Barbara watched the mistress put me through my paces for a couple of hours.

I cleaned up and we took a break. The mistress told me and Barbara to drive to town for something to eat. We talked while we were out and Barbara was extremely excited about what she had seen.

When we returned to the mistress' play space, she told us her and her boyfriend were going to a movie and me and Barbara could stay there and entertain ourselves.

This weekend just kept getting better. I could not believe Barbara was there with me and we had free run of a pro domme's play space for several hours. I guess Barbara was pretty excited too, because she had stripped to just her panties no sooner than the mistress left us alone.

I asked her if she wanted to play and she said yes, as long as she kept her panties on. Of course, I had not problem with it. I am just about always a subbie but seeing Barbara standing there in just her panties made me want to top her. We quickly agreed on a safe word and I hand cuffed her wrists and blindfolded her.

I just couldn't believe my eyes. After all this time, there she stood. For the first half hour I did nothing but feel her all over her body. Her tits were beautiful and everything I had imagined.

I placed and restrained Barbara in a standing spread eagle position and put clover clamps on her nipples. I then used a soft flogger all over the front and back of her body. This was filled with some gentle cropping of her thighs, including her inner thighs and some playful but firm smacks on her now wet crotch.

Next, I put her on the rack, on her back and gently stretched her now sweating body out. I felt her tits and tugged on the clamps. She moaned and seemed to be taking the pain well.

I asked her if she wanted more pain. She said yes but go slow and be careful. I remover the nipple clamps. She gasped at the pain and thrashed about as the blood rushed back into her nipples. I massaged Barbara's nipples and breasts until she was still and then I put the clamps back on.

Next, I used a leather slapper and a crop on her chest, belly and crotch. Barbara was moaning and squirming, clearly having a wonderful time. I then reached into her panties and slowly got her off.

After releasing her and giving her some much needed aftercare, Barbara told me it was now my turn and to strip completely. I could not believe it and quickly did as she said.

She told me to lay on my back on the rack. After getting into position, Barbara attached the restraints to my ankles and wrists like a pro. She then applied the clover clip to my nipples and said I hope you enjoy this as much as I did. Barbara then stretched me out until I could not move and could barely breathe. She then felt me up all over my body and proceeded to give me the very best blow job I have ever had.

It was one of the best nights of my life. I will never forget it and I fantasize about it often while I masterbate. Barbara is no longer a part of my life but there will always be a special place in my heart for her.

I love you Barbara, wherever you are and I wish you only the best things in life.