My mom and her friend did the same man. As I grew older he started to hunt me. On a Sunday morning my mom let him go after me. My mom's friend supervised because my mom did not want to watch. She massaged my pussy to get me wet, sucked him until he was hard and then gave me to him.

For several years I slept with him until I went to college. My mom and her friend went through a lesbian phase. They are back to being straight and sleeping with him.

I can't move on. I am with a girl, the sex is fun, but I don't feel the burn to be with her. I burn to be with him. There isn't much room for me there, plus they are all in their late forties.

Right now I am living with my girlfriend, making it work. She tries to be hard enough, but no penis, not a real one. and I want to feel his penis again. Something she doesn't get. That's the problem, she really doesn't want penis, never has and I really want penis right now. I don't want to go to him and beg. I have been without for four years and I'm hurting right now.

I want the burn.