Before I tell you about my dreams, let me provide some background dynamics: My parents divorced when I was 4 sharing equal time custody and living 8 blocks apart for my convenience of being in the same school. Mom re married shortly after the divorce and I have 2 half-sisters who are arrogant bitches. Dad had 2 different live-ins and dozens of girl friends, but never remarried. Dad was a high school and college athlete - your all a American, handsome, very masculine, jock. I followed in his footsteps through high school opting not to play sports in college.

I had became sexually active in my early teens having a 2 years relationship with the same girl the last 2 years in high school. It was Spring vacation my 11th grade when I went to visit my mom's parents in a neighboring state that I had the first dream. When I woke, the dream was very vivid in my mind and it bothered me something terrible. My grandparents asked what was wrong at breakfast before I realized the dream was having an unconscious impact. Over the next few months similar types of dreams occurred, each being very vivid with detail recall. It was mid summer and I had began football practice when the coach asked me what was wrong as my game was way off and I seemed preoccupied. He was the first person I told that over the last months I had been having (occasional) weird dreams which would lay heavy on my mind for a few days. He asked but I didn't give him any details of my dreams. I snapped back for a few months and he called me in again to ask if I was still experiencing odd dreams. That is when I told him they were sexual dreams not sinister.

A few weeks later, while staying my week at dad's, that he told me the coach had called him expressing concern that I am having dreams which seems to take me off my game. Then dad said, "when did they start and what type of dreams are you having - sexual ?" I had reservations but finally told dad they were sexual. Dad said, every man has sexual dreams at some point in their life beginning in their teens and they never stop. Your dreams are telling you something - maybe you need to talk about what type of sexual. I told dad they were of me and different men engaging in gay sexual activities. I will never forget the smile that came over dad's face when he said he was afraid i was going to be kinky or into pain or some really bizarre kink. What really surprised me was when he asked if I had ever had sex with a male friend or a man. I told him I was not gay and had never had gay sex and never considered it and was bothered why I was dreaming I was. Dad asked if I had wet dreams or woke from the dreams with a really, really hard dick. I told him no wet dreams but really hard. Dad said, do you think about those dreams when you masturbate and I said, yes and that bothers me too. Dad got up from his chair came over to me on the sofa pulled me to my feet pulling me into one of his bear hugs and telling me it would be all right, I love you very much.

Dad took my hand and walked into his home office set in his desk chair and told me to bring a chair and sit beside him. Before I set down dad was on a porn site and opening the gay section. He asked were my dreams more oral or anal, and I said oral. He opened hundreds of gay videos of guys sucking cock. I looked at porn too and had gay porn pop up, but never saw a full gay video as I focused on straight sex. To my surprise over the next few minutes dad and I looked at 5 or 6 gay cock sucking videos (4 or 5 minutes each). During these videos dad told me I was not different than him or any other honest man on the face of the earth who - at some point in their life every man, had experienced sex with a man or wanted to but never acted. Then dad typed in bisexual married men and up came hundreds of selections of bisexual men and bisexual men with women. That is when dad told me the best blow jobs he every had were from men. I remember saying, "BLOW JOBS- as in plural?) Dad told me one of his married buddies had sucked his dick a few weeks ago and, perhaps, it was time I tried what I was dreaming I was doing.

That Friday night dad his date and a friend of dad's and his date came to my football game. Me and my girl friend went to eat with dad, his friend and their dates. I dropped my date at her home after she gave me a blow job and when I got to dad's and opened the door dad's friend was sitting in the family room. That is when he told me dad would be home later offering me a beer. I went to the bathroom and when I came back he saw sitting in dad's chair naked stroking his hard dick. I was shocked - literally frozen in my steps. He got up came to face me taking my hand placing it on his hard cock. I was in my dad house holding his best friends hard cock and liking it. He reached for my cock, which was hard a steel. Without a word he placed his hand on my shoulder with a gentle push and I knelt facing his hard cock. I didn't need any encouraging as I guided my first cock to my mouth. After a couple of minutes he took the sides of my head and began to slowly hunch his cock into my mouth. That is when I shop all over myself while I was still still zipped in my pants and both my hands on his hairy legs - I cum without touching myself.

He continued to hunch fuck my mouth while I unzipped taking out my sticking cum covered cock stroking my semi hard cock. I put my hands on his ass cheeks and he took it as a sign to skull fuck my face and that he did. I sensed he was getting close as his cock got really hard and when he said, you want me to cum in your mouth, I grabbed his hips firm and he unloaded down my throat and I cum again all over his legs. He pulled me up running his tongue down my throat and rubbing my semi soft cock. My girl friend gave me a blow job and hour earlier and I had just gotten off 2 times in 5 minutes and I was getting had again in his hand. That is when he knelt taking my cock in his mouth placing my hands on the sides of his head, his hands on my ass cheeks and I skull fucked him for 4 or 5 minutes and shot off in his mouth again.

Until I started having those dreams, I have never considered myself bi or gay and had never had sex with another man. I had been jacking off with buddies since I was 13 or 14 - while watched straight porn or pictures. I am not the stero-typical gay guy, rather like my dad, his friend and the vast majority my men in the world who enjoy both sexes. My dad and I have both had sex with a half a dozen different men but not at the same time and even 2 different females but never at the same time. We have discussed a threeway together (with a man and a women) but, as of yet, that had not occurred. Yes, once I experienced what my body was telling me it wanted and needed the dreams didn't stop they only heightened my sexuality.