So first, when I was eleven I sucked my neighbor. We were in his room and he laid back on his bed and undid his pants and told me to come over and suck him. He was around fourteen, maybe fifteen at the time. He told me that if I wanted to hang out with him I needed to suck him. I did. I enjoyed sucking him and I would go over to his house after school and he would have me do things before he let me suck him. As we got older and he got up into high school he started telling me that he was too old for that, he rejected me as a friend because of our differences in age, and he got a girl friend instead.

I got to an age when I could afford a vacation so I went to Mexico. My first trip was to Guadalajara because I found these really cheap airfares. I stayed at this middle level hotel and made friends with the front desk guy and I asked him where I could go to have fun. He suggested several strip joints, but I opened up and told him that what I was looking for was somewhere that I could meet guys. He looked at me with open eyes, but I told him that when I was on vacation alone, it was because I liked doing what was prohibited at home. He said he would see what he could do.

I got a call in my room that evening from a man who said his friend had told him I was looking to have some fun. I gave him my room number and he came up. He was what you would expect, mid twenties, physical, and a total top. For 150 dollars he let me suck him, and he fucked me. I didn't tell him that it had been since I was a young kid that I had sucked a guy, and I didn't tell him it was my first time having sex with a man. For 150 dollars he told me that there would be no kissing. I had broken the barrier. I had done it. I went home with my secret.

Over the years I searched for specials to resort areas, off season specials were particularly attractive, I concentrated on Mexico because it is close, and I had my routine down to use with the front desk guy, or the cab driver and I got results. The prices ranged, but usually around a hundred dollars got you clean guy. On one occasion, in Mazatlán when I was asking the cab driver for places to go, he told me that he would be happy to give me a private tour, he knew the places, and for two hundred he would take me around. We went to several bars and I ended up sucking him in his cab. Naughty sucking him off in his cab. I enjoyed it. The next night he came around and we ended up at a gay club with lap dances and he arranged for me to have a private room and I got to suck three guys, side by side. I sucked the cab driver again that night.

I have made trips to a whole lot of places in Mexico, some places in South America like Cartagena, to Puerto Rico, to southern Spain, to Thailand. My favorite places are still in Mexico, it is closer, cheaper and there is lots to do. I speak enough Spanish now that I can get along. I go back to Mazatlán where I have my contact, he has figured out that I need more than just to suck and he takes care of me. I stay at a hotel where he can come and to as he pleases, so there is no problem with him coming up to my room.

One thing I make sure of, I pay my way. I am not interested in anything that might become more serious. I pay my way.

At home I am who everyone expects. I stay away from temptation. I got to Mexico for that, it is just a short flight away.