Sometimes it takes a while for some of us to accept. I realized after the fact that just knowing was half the battle. We are who we are for whatever reason or not. Somethings just are. Struggle on.
Been there, in the end the one person who helped me is my husband, he cared about me. I stayed married for our kids I believe they need their daddy and mommy together. It is little comfort but you are one of many, we should have a self help group for women like us who stay in the marriage.
My girlfriend was bi and we were on off open. In the past year shes been out with 4 girls and just girls
She split with me last month and its been very hard but i love her and want her to find happiness with who she is
She on a second date today with a new girl that she seems so keen on. Its bitter sweet for me
I wonder whether she will realise she is a lesbian. She may not be but the evidence is mounting. I actually feel for her in maybe having to come to terms with that and how hard that might be
Ive been with quite a lot of guys but its just sex and i can never imagine being in a romantic relationship with a guy
Being a gay married female is a lot easier, physically, than being a gay married guy.
I have to masturbate to get hard enough to fuck my wife...and even then I struggle unless I imagine I am deep in a guys anus. Gay women can open their legs and take their husbands penis in their vagina or roll over and take it in their anus. Easy as...mentally an issue sure but you can bluff it...
