So im just gonna come clean i cant keep it inside any longer...so my whole life ive kept secrets i have experimented with guys since i was a teenager and recently well things went further.... well my friend got me to suck his dick when we were younger, and last year it finally happened he had picked ne up and well for years we talked about it and it finally happened he was in the bathroom smoking and called me in, he shut the lights of, both scared we got naked staring akwardly at each other.... i made the first move and went to touch his cock, he stopped me and turned on the shower, i was shocked but he led me in there and started rubbing me so i rubbed back, eventually i started to suck his dick for awhile whennhe turned the water off and opened the door, got out and got on his knees and he literally looked at me crying and said "i dont want to so this but.... and poured flavored lube on my cock i looked down at him and he was literally crying leaning in forward slowly he stuck his tounge out to touch the tip when i heard a deep breath still sobbing he finally opened his mouth and in went my dick when i heard a mumble, he llooked me in the eye with my cock in his mouth and asked "does this make me gay" and i didnt know what to say i let him continue just for a bit and finally he stopped and said, its not gay if your girl... i didnt know what he ment or if he wanted to continue when he started pushing me to my knees kinda rough and took my hair out of a pony tale, i started to suck his cock when he said im ready.... again curious as to what he ment he looks me in the eye and says "we talked about it for years so get on your hands and knees to nervous to say no he lead me while putting on a condom.... and i felt the tip he stopped and asked "can you live with yourself theres no turning back, i didnt say anything as i felt him push in.... at that moment he went balls deep slowly and started to fuck me shortly during i came all over the floor without knowing and he told me how much he loved fucking my ass. I got tired and he led us back in the shower i sucked him till he came so hard. We got out akwardly and while getting dressed he says i was the best sex he ever had.... we did it again only this time it was fast we got in the shower i sucked his dick and started to finger him when he says i want your big cock, so he positiona himself and i go to enter and he cries, he went back to touching mw when he turned me around... and well no condom on he started to fuck me. Luckily he pulled out.... but after that i feel in love and he dissapeared so i got on craigalist.... this guy came and got me at 4 am no talking led me in his room and i sucked his dick when he bent me over his bed and fucked me till he came,,,i dont know what came over me but i grabed his dick and put it back in me.... another creampie.... but im gonna skip a couple experiances.... recently ive been curious about cross dressing, and well it happened i met someoneone on craigslist and he handed me a pair of panties and a girly top, and he fucked me till he creampied me since then i wanna be a slutty little girl again....if you can keep a secret in denver co leave an email...