Bi-Sexual Female / 34
I got bored being at home. My kids went off to school and I found myself alone, not dressing till late, taking a shower half an hour before the kids got home, not cleaning the house, just barely getting the grocery shopping done, laundry stacked up and the kids had to wear dirty jeans to school and my husband and I stopped talking. One day he sent a registered mail to me at the house with a courier who demanded that I sign for it. It had a lawyer's return address and I had been served for divorce.
I hadn't worked since before the kids were born, our house was mortgaged so there wasn't much there, both cars were unpaid for, and there was not that much in savings, including his 401K. There just wasn't that much, and after the legal fees there was even less. I went to live in an apartment complex, I had the kids split with him so we both had to live in the same school district, he gave me child support which was garnished at his job. I had to get a job, and all I could get was selling purses at the mall.
My relief, especially when my kids were with their dad was same thing I did when I was home alone, I watched porn. Hours and hours of porn, I had started at the beginning with girl porn, and some sex mostly hard core penetration and humiliation, I got into male gay porn, the same thing penetration and humiliation, I went to lesbian porn but no penis made it hard to just watch two women fingering themselves or sucking on their pussies. Mostly I got hooked on male erections, hard cocks, men sucking cocks, women getting fucked in the ass, anything with a hard large cock humiliating a guy or girl. I masturbated a lot, don't think you can't get off multiple times watching some black man fuck some little white girl.
When my husband got married again he asked for custody and I gave him custody. I saw the kids once in a while, I wasn't interested and they were getting to be teens and all I got was complaining anyway. Let his new wife deal with them. I met this black guy at my job, he started in the men's suits section. We had lunch together. I kidded him about all the young white girls at the mall, which did he like, which did he want, and if he got her what would he do to her? We got to talking about the need for a man to express his inner self, I told him I was 34 and I had never been fucked into the ground. I sucked his cock in the dressing room after the store closed one night.
His cock wasn't anything like the ones that you can see on the porn channel, but it was alive and it got hard and I sucked him and jacked him off until he came and after he came I sucked him even harder. It was mean of me, I know that men's cocks are over sensitive once they cum, but I just needed to feel his cock in my mouth. He was my first live cock in four years and what I wanted next was for him to ram it up my ass, I wanted that right then more than anything. But we had to get out of there and close up. When we got to the car I told him I needed him to fuck me right there, just get behind me and fuck me. We got caught on camera and we were fired.
A friend of mine, from way back when we were in grade school pushed me into rehab. Get off the porn channels, get away from the humiliation kink, and don't fuck some guy you don't even know and she didn't say it but she meant it, don't fuck a black guy. I got out of rehab, primarily because I dropped internet in my apartment, my friend of way back then suggested that maybe instead of some big black guy fucking me, I could find pleasure in eating pussy. Hers.
For several months we did the lesbian thing, she took me from nipple pinching to fingering her asshole and sucking her clit at the same time. But after a while it sort of wore off, it went away. I went to pick up my kids for the weekend and I felt jealous of his new wife. She had a house, the kids liked her and all I could do was take them to the movies.
My little job is working as a phone receptionist for an extermination company. I am still in rehab and I see my girlfriend all the time, she is still trying to make me a lesbian, I sleep with her, she is warm and it feels good to sleep with another person, I will go where no man has gone before to please her, I let her kiss me in public, on the cheek and she is a hand holder, she is romantic and loves to get little notes and I have to send her notes all the time, she is a tit girl and I guess so am I but it is no excuse for taking selfies of our tits, one day someone is going to break into my phone and see all the tit pictures I sent her and she sends me. It is hard looking at my fifteen year old daughter knowing that I ate pussy the night before. I kissed my childhood friend on the mouth in front of my daughter, I don't want her hearing about it from someone else. She knows her mother is pretty fucked up, but she shouldn't hear from who knows who that they saw her mother holding hands at the mall with some woman, I want her to know I am sharing my pussy with my best friend from when we grew up and not having some black guy at the mall fucking me in the parking lot.
I hadn't worked since before the kids were born, our house was mortgaged so there wasn't much there, both cars were unpaid for, and there was not that much in savings, including his 401K. There just wasn't that much, and after the legal fees there was even less. I went to live in an apartment complex, I had the kids split with him so we both had to live in the same school district, he gave me child support which was garnished at his job. I had to get a job, and all I could get was selling purses at the mall.
My relief, especially when my kids were with their dad was same thing I did when I was home alone, I watched porn. Hours and hours of porn, I had started at the beginning with girl porn, and some sex mostly hard core penetration and humiliation, I got into male gay porn, the same thing penetration and humiliation, I went to lesbian porn but no penis made it hard to just watch two women fingering themselves or sucking on their pussies. Mostly I got hooked on male erections, hard cocks, men sucking cocks, women getting fucked in the ass, anything with a hard large cock humiliating a guy or girl. I masturbated a lot, don't think you can't get off multiple times watching some black man fuck some little white girl.
When my husband got married again he asked for custody and I gave him custody. I saw the kids once in a while, I wasn't interested and they were getting to be teens and all I got was complaining anyway. Let his new wife deal with them. I met this black guy at my job, he started in the men's suits section. We had lunch together. I kidded him about all the young white girls at the mall, which did he like, which did he want, and if he got her what would he do to her? We got to talking about the need for a man to express his inner self, I told him I was 34 and I had never been fucked into the ground. I sucked his cock in the dressing room after the store closed one night.
His cock wasn't anything like the ones that you can see on the porn channel, but it was alive and it got hard and I sucked him and jacked him off until he came and after he came I sucked him even harder. It was mean of me, I know that men's cocks are over sensitive once they cum, but I just needed to feel his cock in my mouth. He was my first live cock in four years and what I wanted next was for him to ram it up my ass, I wanted that right then more than anything. But we had to get out of there and close up. When we got to the car I told him I needed him to fuck me right there, just get behind me and fuck me. We got caught on camera and we were fired.
A friend of mine, from way back when we were in grade school pushed me into rehab. Get off the porn channels, get away from the humiliation kink, and don't fuck some guy you don't even know and she didn't say it but she meant it, don't fuck a black guy. I got out of rehab, primarily because I dropped internet in my apartment, my friend of way back then suggested that maybe instead of some big black guy fucking me, I could find pleasure in eating pussy. Hers.
For several months we did the lesbian thing, she took me from nipple pinching to fingering her asshole and sucking her clit at the same time. But after a while it sort of wore off, it went away. I went to pick up my kids for the weekend and I felt jealous of his new wife. She had a house, the kids liked her and all I could do was take them to the movies.
My little job is working as a phone receptionist for an extermination company. I am still in rehab and I see my girlfriend all the time, she is still trying to make me a lesbian, I sleep with her, she is warm and it feels good to sleep with another person, I will go where no man has gone before to please her, I let her kiss me in public, on the cheek and she is a hand holder, she is romantic and loves to get little notes and I have to send her notes all the time, she is a tit girl and I guess so am I but it is no excuse for taking selfies of our tits, one day someone is going to break into my phone and see all the tit pictures I sent her and she sends me. It is hard looking at my fifteen year old daughter knowing that I ate pussy the night before. I kissed my childhood friend on the mouth in front of my daughter, I don't want her hearing about it from someone else. She knows her mother is pretty fucked up, but she shouldn't hear from who knows who that they saw her mother holding hands at the mall with some woman, I want her to know I am sharing my pussy with my best friend from when we grew up and not having some black guy at the mall fucking me in the parking lot.
