All the confessions of losing your virginity when you are young, a kid or in high school or in college. I never lost my virginity. My father died when I was ten and my mother became difficult, we ended up moving to a smaller house and instead of going home after work I had to go to her work at the real estate office she worked at. I didn't date, partly because I wasn't asked out but also because my mother didn't think I should date. I played with myself at night.

I walked in on my mother more than once when she must have been playing with herself, with the covers around her neck and her legs open beneath the covers and her hands down there. I knew the position because that is how I masturbated. But she had a dildo and I used my fingers. I took her dildo one afternoon and tried it out, I forgot to clean it afterwards so pretty certain she stuck in her vagina with my vagina juice on it. It was weird thinking about it, but hey I was fucking the same dildo she was. Bottom line there was no hymen left by the time I was fifteen.

A girl at school liked to talk about sex and she and I would go sit in her room or my room and talk about sex. One day she told me that she had heard that guys also fucked girls in the ass. Several weeks later we got my mother's dildo and we used it in our ass. That's what sex was for me, masturbating, fucking my friend with my mother's dildo, my friend fucking me with my mother's dildo, and sucking tits. We did suck tits.

But moving on, I was thirty three years old and still a virgin in the Biblical sense. The guy was a coworker and his wife had to take their kids out of town for some ballet dance recital that their daughter was going to participate in. We went to dinner and we ended up in booth with his hand deep in my crotch sucking on my neck and boobs. We went to my apartment and he decided to take my panties off as we were walking up the stairs, he left them hanging on the railing outside. He got me to the couch and spread me out and ate me, the first time a mouth had been on my pussy and a tongue licking me. He pushed my legs up high and licked my asshole before taking to my room and fucking me until he got the desire to fuck my asshole. I lost my vagina and my asshole virginity in one setting.

He stripped me naked and then he got naked and told me to hold my tits out so he could suck them, he fingered me while he sucked my tits, I sucked him while he fingered my asshole, we rolled off the bed and he ended up fucking my asshole again. His wife was out of town so he spent the night and the next morning after we got dressed we went out to IHOP to have breakfast. We went back to my apartment and he told me to get on the bed and adopt the position, he licked my asshole again and fucked me in both my vagina and my asshole. In one night I got fucked in the ass three times.

I dated him from work, we would escape and go to my apartment and he would eat pussy or lick my ass, and sometimes we fucked, but he liked to eat my pussy and my ass so a lot of times I just gave up my rear and he went to town with his tongue. I liked it a whole lot, I learned to get crossways on the bed so I could watch him eat me in the my dresser mirror. Sometimes he wanted tits so he would sit in the easy chair and I would lean over him and feed him tits, one nipple at a time, like feeding him gr**es. I sucked him a lot, and he fucked me a lot. Until one day he told me that we had to cool it because his wife had pretty much figured it out. Turns out that all the time he was fucking me, he wasn't fucking her so one day she followed us to my apartment during the lunch hour.

The weeks went by and then months and the most I got was an ass grab or quick titi suck at work. I gave him quick blow jobs and sometimes I got felt up, but we didn't have sex and I didn't get eaten out. I hooked up with my friend from school and somehow we went off on the subject of what I was doing with my coworker. I told her everything and when I told her that I got my ass licked and my ass fucked she didn't want to believe it, but it was true and after a while she had to believe it. One lonely Friday night I asked her if she would eat me, I needed it pretty bad and she could fuck me with this dildo I had bought, but I needed to feel her on me. It was pretty desperate to ask her but we exchanged roles and I ate her and she ate me and we fucked each other with the dildo like we did when we were in high school.

I don't want to come off as a nympho, but seeing as I was thirty three before I got to have a man it should be a surprise that I liked it and I want it. I got together again with my coworker when his wife went out of town with the kids to see her parents. She knew we got together, she hired a private investigator and she got what she wanted in the divorce. It's different now that I can see him any time any place. The magic is gone. I still want it, but it's not the same.