ok i have this friend who i've been hanging out with more the past few weeks & we get along better than any other friends i've had & we both joke around with gay comments like people do. he's a big fan of hugging too, he hugs everyone & even me whenever he leaves. well the other night after hanging for a while at a female friends house he was laying on the bed on his stomach when i came back in the room from the kitchen & i just crawled over & laid on top of him not thinking twice about anything. well i can't lay on my stomach long so i got up & sat back with one leg stretched out & the other bent. without a sound he just got up & sat back between my legs & just sat there. well next thing i know i'm getting hard & i think he noticed too because he kinda looked back my way & then sat up. well time passed & we moved into the living room to play video games (all 3 of us) & he was beating me so i back-handed him in the side & he jumped cuz he's ticklish. so then i started tickling his side & then found out he's real ticklish on his feet so i got on top of him to hold him down while my other friend tickled is feet & got hard again. other things happened throughout the night like he & my female friend were talking about which had a better butt so i felt/squeezed them both & then i was laying on the couch & he spanked me. both of us decided to leave & we walked outside & he moved in for a hug & just kinda held the hug for a while & i started getting hard again.

my question is: what is going on? i'm not attracted to guys, like i don't want to have a boyfriend or anything like that cuz i'm into girls. but i've never been with a girl sexually so is the closeness/touching just a turn-on? i mean i jack off plenty but that's it. but also when i dance with girls like the full on grinding where my crotch is all being touched i'm turned on, but not hard. maybe i'm just horny. i dunno. any suggestions?