who else has these feelings? I'm a middle aged guy who has had this attraction for many years. In private I have put on a diaper and plastic pants, regressed into toddlerhood, and used the diaper. There are guilt and shame feelings attached, but the excitement is always there. I have read about this phenomenon and learned it mostly stems from childhood experiences that are burnt into the mind. In any case, nobody knows, but I'm sure there are others with the same feelings out there.