It May Ruin My Life
it may seem pretty accurate that it is endometriosis.
I feel like my whole world is going to end if this diagnosis would turn out to be true.
I just have to take an MRI and consult another doctor specialised in endometriosis that would be able to confirm my worsest fear. And I just feel I can't cope with this and I wonder why is this happening to me? I had symptoms for years but I never did a check up only when I rushed couple months ago to the ER room because I felt that I was going to die of pain.I am really scared to be honest because I am not ready to deal with this disease. :(
And the final part that terrifies me for good is that I may become infertile I could never have kids.
To be honest I always wanted to have my own family to get married and have a baby but this dream may never become true.


