Straight Female / 29
Can't Seem To Move On
When I was 17 I was mugged and but for a miracle not r**ed in the stairwell of the store I worked for. My savior pushed him down the stairs and my attacker broke his neck and is paralyzed. My savior had to fight off a lawsuit by this jerk. Because of his injuries and he didn't actually r**e me he got probation.
My savior has had to look after me, my father never cared, he abandoned my mom and me when I was two. I am 29 and my savior is my father figure. He adopted me in so many ways. I got to go to college, I have a protective blanket around me. But I am 29 and I am a virgin, the closest I have come to sex was in the stairwell.
The only man who can hold me is my savior, if I am touched by a man, even for the most minor thing I freeze up. I don't masturbate but I have vivid dreams of a man taking me, forcing me down and r****g me. I stopped going to therapy several years ago.
My savior has had to look after me, my father never cared, he abandoned my mom and me when I was two. I am 29 and my savior is my father figure. He adopted me in so many ways. I got to go to college, I have a protective blanket around me. But I am 29 and I am a virgin, the closest I have come to sex was in the stairwell.
The only man who can hold me is my savior, if I am touched by a man, even for the most minor thing I freeze up. I don't masturbate but I have vivid dreams of a man taking me, forcing me down and r****g me. I stopped going to therapy several years ago.
