Confused About My Sexuality. What Am I?

So ever since I was a kid, I have loved girls. Always. Never thought about a single guy. Well when I was about 13, I was sleeping over at a friend's house and I don't know how it got to this but we started messing around. He showed me his. I showed him mine. Next thing I know, were in bed together. This is 100% true story. We started to rub our dicks together. He went down on me. I went down on him. He was a year younger so mine was a little bigger. It felt so good when he would put his lips on the tip. Then kiss it going down to the balls. We were just kids experimenting. After a few years we had moved to separate towns so we never really spoke again.

In high school I was totally into girls. Fucked a few, got blowjobs and handjobs here and there. First year of college, it was a Saturday night. I was craving something different. I was alone in my apartment. Roommate gone for the weekend. I had found this tgirl online in my area. I called her and she said she would be over soon. Im freaking out because I'm like what did I just do. She comes over. Tall. Latina. Dark hair. If you didn't know you would think she was a girl straight up. No manliness. We sat one the couch. We started to kiss. She pulled out mine. Handjob. Blowed it a little. Then she stood up and put her knees on the couch beside me putting her crotch in my face. I knew what was up. So I unzipped her shorts. Pulled them down. There it was. A 5ish length cock. It had a small head. She was shaved. It was hardening slowly. My heart was pounding because for some reason, I wanted this so badly. I pushed her towards me and slid her cock in my mouth. It felt warm and hard. I closed my eyes and enjoyed it. She slowly face fucked me. I felt the skin of her cock folding back as a went in and fold back as I went out. She would stop and I would move my head to go deeper. Then we layed down and made more love to each other. I tasted cum for the first time that night. It was warm. Silky. I wanted more.

It was honestly a night ill never forget. After that, I went back to girls but I always had a craving for more dick. Im not sure what I am. I have a very loving girlfriend and she doesn't know anything of my sexual past. I love her but I sometimes I miss that and I wish I could do it again. I just love sucking a nice dick. I watch porn of guys sucking dicks. I don't know what I am or who I am sometimes.

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by Anonymous on Jul 21, 2020 at 7:50 AM

What you are is a sensual human being, so don't worry about labels. You might want to think about pillow talking your loving gf and telling her about your past experiences. Might be a real turn on for her too. If not, at least she should appreciate that you trust her with your feelings and that you're an honest guy. Give it some thought because you might be pleasantly surprised.
On the other hand, if she recoils in horror, you might regret it in the short term, but if she's as loving as you say, she shouldn't be all judgmental.

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