I Must Be Growing Up

I am 25 with a three year old. I am also a former lesbian. I live with my son's father because I can't support myself, same reason I first moved in with him. I now have a degree in Fine Arts, but I am really just a housewife and mom. I love being a homemaker and mom, but when I realized I was pregnant I freaked out. I want another baby, when I grew up I had two brothers and a sister and I want my son to have siblings, and I have to make them. Five years ago I would never have thought I would be sitting at the breakfast table asking for another baby.