Not Looking For A Girlfriend

I suppose I am feeling a little bit guilty. Across the street from me lives a lady who's husband walked out on her for a younger woman. She is in her mid forties, has two young adult kids. My wife died two years ago, cancer. I am set, as they say, but not wealthy. In any event, I made friends with the lady across the street. She was hungry for physical affection, something my wife never showed, it caught me off guard, she was on her knees sucking my cock and I was figuring out what next.

Forty seven isn't what you think of when stripping a woman down, I spent my youth in the Navy and stripped more than a few in my day, but here was this woman with big matronly breasts, wide hips, spread eagled on the bed waiting for a fuck. She was wet, my cock slipped in slick as you want, her hands grabbing onto me, lifting her neck to get kissed. I have to confess I never fucked my wife like that.

Exhausted from the effort it took me a while to recover.

My guilt is that she is looking for something permanent, I just want the sex, I don't want a girlfriend or a wife.