Freedom Is The Best Aphrodisiac

I am from Brunei, my father is an influential man. I was educated in London and Paris, I earned my MBA at the London School of Economics. I am afraid that I have not kept myself as the woman that is expected of me. I fell in love with an older man I met in Paris, an American of significant wealth. We married in Bermuda on a short trip there for that purpose.

On a trip to see my family I was asked to stay, to return to my family. I had to choose, my family or my husband and my life in the west. My husband gives me freedom, to dress the way I want, to go where I want, to have sex the way I want. People think that because we are Muslim we are sexless, we don't display in public but my husband cannot complain, I may be small but I can exhaust him.

I own several very revealing bikinis which I wear for my husband. I enjoy forcing him to look at me. I read books, watch videos, I want to surprise him. He thought he was marrying a quiet and studious Muslim girl, he now knows he married a wild Muslim woman from Southeast Asia who married him for the freedom to enjoy my life and enjoy sex. My family has money, I am educated, what I did not have was freedom to be a woman of the west, to enjoy freedom and enjoy sex with my husband.

I am sorry if I offend , I just cannot live trapped in the way women of my country live.