A Little Gay?

When I was a kid I found a couple of gay magazines. I really didn’t know anything about what being gay meant exactly. To me if was just exciting seeing these pictures of naked guys.
I secretly took the magazines home. When I was alone I would get naked and get the magazines out and peruse through them. It was amazing seeing all of these beefy men with huge erections. Looking through the magazines would always give me the most outstanding erection. Twice when I began looking through them, my dick got so hard that it ached and I actually started cuming I just couldn’t help it.
There was nothing beyond the erection that as overtly sexual. It was just guys posing naked together, looking chummy and smiling at one another. To me that was just very appealingly male in a way that I could relate to. It made me wish that I had a friend that I could be naked and have a boner with, and I thought how neat that would be.

It was a year later that I me another boy who apparently thought the same thing . We enjoyed countless naked hours together and having an erections with each other, which of course led to our having sex. And I man we has sex, we fucked and made love to each other a lot. This went on for some time, and for about two years I guess that I was secretly gay. Then we both started getting more interested in girls and my gay interest faded. Although even today I find that the thought of spending some naked time with another guy not unappealing. Unfortunately I don’t think that my wife would like it if I did, so I resist the very mild temptation and settle for just having he odd and very private daydream.