I Am My Boss' Lover

I have worked with my boss for seven years. He hired me out of college. Two years ago I had to change position in the conference room and flashed him, commando. I was well groomed, nothing gross, but bare. Later I apologized and he asked if it was an 'accident', because going commando at work was if nothing else was a bit risky. I agreed, told him I liked the freedom and only did it from time to time and always only during safe days.

After work he asked me into his office, and asked for a full monty. I lifted my dress and let him look until he told me to let my dress down. He said he wanted more, so I sat back on his desk and offered it up to him. He took his time, he went down on me before dropping his pants and taking me on his desk. After we were standing again he took his kiss.

Starting a sexual relationship with him was and is inappropriate from an HR but not from a woman wanting to give herself to a man. He is much more experienced, and I suppose that I want him to be my boss I want him to be the man who has me as his lover. I guess I love him, probably always have.