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Just can't keep this obsession of mine to myself any longer,I need to find a solution, and it seems to me I have got to either give into my obsession, and just take the plunge, and find a cock and have my way with it! or forget about cocks. which I have been trying to do for a very long time now, but my desire just keeps getting stronger. I think if I could only suck my own cock I would be satisfied ,but I have tried many times to achieve that or even jerk off into my mouth, but unable to complete the task. More and more I am left with the thought of what a large erect cock would feel like entering my mouth, what it would taste like, how warm it would feel and what it would feel like pulsating in my mouth, just before it ejaculated into the back of my throat, and most importantly, what the cum would taste like as it shoots down my throat and fills my mouth with his thick cum. I am pretty sure, if I get that far, I would most likely just start working on his cock again by licking the ball sac, and shaft of his cock, and nibble and work my lips over the mushroom head while licking the under side of his cock, until he was rock hard again, then enjoy the whole process over again, but this time I would better prepared to allow his cum to fill my mouth, so I could savor his cum for a time, before swallowing it all, to the last drop! So that is my confession. now, how to fulfill it, is my biggest obstacle. I hope to be able to check back here in a couple of days perhaps there may be some helpful advice some of the readers might offer

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Beau